Tuesday, October 28, 1997

Personal servants..

October 28th, 1997
Good evening slaves... well I had an extremely busy Monday ‑ chock full of sessions, with several slaves. Luckily the very last slave that I had was David, so I allowed him to pamper me :>) After wearing my thigh high boots all day, my tootsies were ready for some deep massage... and of course licking! After working on my toes, David worked on my calves, and all the way up over m buttocks, and up to my back. God it was so relaxing! It felt great! After a really nice massage, David ran me a bath, and scrubbed my back, washed my hair, shaved my legs, and after I'd soaked for a half hour, was waiting with a nice huge warm fluffy bath robe for me to step into!! Once I'd heated up, David moisturized my entire body from tip to toe, brushed my hair out, and massaged my head..... While I was soaking, he'd gotten my bed changed, and new sheets put on, and it all pulled back, ready for me to climb into... While I was getting comfy in bed, David went to the
kitchen, and returned with a big cold glass of milk, and a chocolate chip cookie, then he was off and running around making sure all my doors, and windows were locked, and that all the lights were out, before leaving to go home for the night... It is so nice being pampered like this!!

Today I spent working on the website, and supervising slaves who were doing
some work around my house ‑ cutting the lawn, weeding, cleaning etc.,

Sunday, October 26, 1997

Raining cats and dogs..

October 26th, 1997
So slaves did all of you remember to put your clocks back an hour? Wasn't today an absolutely horrible one? It poured and stormed from the heavens here in DC.

As for me, I've had a busy weekend {again} and tonite, I'm going to have an early night.... This coming week I'm hoping to work on some more of my slave manual, and have another task ready for those of you who submitted their homework... :‑)

Saturday, October 25, 1997

Help you say?? Why of course Mistress...

October 25th, 1997
Hi slave boys! Well we had major maintenance going on to the servers at Kivex on Thursday, so I couldn't send any changes, or work on the site.... I spent that day answering tons of e‑mail, and paying bills {YUCK}. However that's it all done, and hopefully it will have sped the service up a tad too.... Apparently, our stats are showing 100 requests to the page per second!! So.... of course it'll be a little slow at loading pictures etc., ‑ especially on the picture pages where I don't always use a thumbnail chart....

I started my journal Friday evening, but as you can see it's now Saturday morning!! I've revamped a bunch of pages, let me know what you think of the new look!! Much more coming soon!!

I couldn't believe it when I clicked on the link to feet and shoes from the main menu ‑ and saw that it was still linked to that horrible out of date page, so that's been whipped into shape, and taken care of... If you notice other pages that haven't been touched in a tad, do let me know, it's a lot to keep up with, and I do need help!

Wednesday, October 22, 1997

Anyone else like to read as much as I do??

October 22nd, 1997
HI slave boys...This is supposed to be a *really* good book.... and one of Ms Nichole's slave's is trying to locate it for us, however if you find it, then you should definitely read it...

Abernathy, Christina _Miss Abernathy's Concise Slave Training Manual_. San Francisco, Greenery Press, 1996. 87 pages, reading list and resource guide. ISBN: 0‑9639763‑9‑7. A practical instruction manual for the training of submissives in the art of serving their Mistress. Careful attention given to the psychological dimensions of D/s and the personal qualities desired in both Top and bottom. Instructions on training a submissive, contracts, the proper behavior of serving submissives, and the types of service provided: household slavery, sex slavery, etc.. Emphasis on the D/s part of BDSM.

Other books that we'd like to locate & have are as follows:‑ (What I mean is, be a good slave, and find these for us!)

* _Behind the Scene_ A Journal dedicated to the Disciplinary Female. With Jennifer Brooks. Brooks Applications, P.O. Box 675750, Rancho Santa Fe, CA. 92067‑5750

* Chancer, Lynn S. 1954‑ _Sadomasochism In Everyday Life: The Dynamics of Power and Powerlessness_. New Brunswick, New Jersey, Rutgers University Press, 1992. Chapter notes and references, index, 238 pages. ISBN 0‑8135‑1808‑3. Price: 15.00 US. Comments: A detailed discussion of nonsexual dominance and submission in the workplace, in homes, in social relations. A brief commentary on sexual SM D/s in our culture. For advanced D/s readers.

* Maria del Rey _Obsession_, Nexus Books, 1993, ISBN 0352328533. *The story of a man who learns to submit to the Mistress he fears and desires in equal measure. Recommended by Forum Magazine.*

* Maria del Rey _Heart of Desire_, Nexus Books, 1994, ISBN 0352329009. A woman discovers her natural Dominance ‑ and the men who submit to her.

* Maria del Rey _Sisterhood of The Institute_, Nexus Books, 1994, ISBN 0352329718. *A sequel to The Institute: enforced feminization in a correctional institute run exclusively by Dominant females.*

* Wiseman, Jay `Dungeon Safety For the Professional Mistress: I ‑ III.' From _Bitches With Whips_, Vol 2 No. 3, Vol 2 No. 4, and Vol 3 No. 1. Longer articles that deal with recognizing and correcting hazardous conditions in the dungeon, dealing with medical emergencies, and dealing with clients.

* Sex, Laws, and Cyberspace by Jonathan Wallace and Mark Mangan ‑ To get a better understanding specifically of internet law. (ISBN 0‑8050‑5298‑4).

Tuesday, October 21, 1997

Session recaps!

October 21st, 1997
Hey slaves, well traffic is getting so bad on here (100 requests per second) that I couldn't log onto my own website at all last night... now if only those slaves were signing up! Yesterday was taken up with converting my membership id's etc., onto my computer as opposed to doing them manually... I really need a good little computer programmer to write me a great programme that will take care of a lot of that stuff automatically... as you have no idea how much hard work it is on my part, verifying the information, and then making sure that it get's renewed when it's supposed to expire... as you slaves are obviously way too pathetic to keep me informed of when your time is about to end... and to beg for a renewal!

Normally I don't have much time to write about my sessions, like the others do, but since I haven't been able to do any changes to speak of, I figured I'd tell you a little of what went on today.....

Today was spent in sessions ‑ I saw 2 regulars today, and had a great time with both of them... Roger who I saw at 1pm is into forced feminization, so I spent a good 30 minutes getting roger 'all dolled up'. He looked actually pretty cute when I was done. Once dressed, and made up, I taught roger how to suck cock... I strapped on mine, and watched him go to town upon it... He actually did pretty good... and it was quite a hot sight, seeing this hot little vixen between my legs deep throating a 9" cock!
At 5pm, I saw Mike, and he and I decided to try some cock and ball stretching... and boy did I stretch his balls or what! I was stretching them for a good half hour, and then separated them both apart, and started pulling the ball sac toward the ground. Once I got it nice and tight, I place a parachute on him, and a cock ring. Mike has such a fuckable ass, and it seems is quite the party slut... It turns out, that Mike would love to come over and 'serve' at one of our parties ‑ you know, those all girl kinda parties, where we look to the slave for our entertainment? So to tease Mike some, I put on a hood on him, as he was laid on the floor, and I straddled his head ‑ I'm such a tease!! I told him that during our parties, lots of the women assume these kind of positions, and I wondered if he'd be able to handle such a site... well at that point ‑ out of nowhere I might add ‑ Mike decides to cum without permission... Boy was I ticked! You can imagine what I did to him then :>) Anyway, Mike will come to our next party which is being held Nov 1st, and I'll let you know what goes on!

Nichole and Diana have been in a triple session all night and are still there, with a slave who flew in to see them especially, so they didn't have time to update tonite..

I've also been working on a form mail for a couple of different areas of the website, so I'm going to get back to that now... before going to bed for the night....

Sunday, October 19, 1997

Human alarm clocks?

October 19th, 1997
Hi panty waists, and sissy sluts.... What a nice weekend I've had.... Last night David took me to see that new movie "I know what you did last summer" This was a pretty good horror movie, by the writer of Scream. Today I spent relaxing on David's boat for most of the morning ‑ then I went to the bookstore to hang out, and have some orange smoothies!

For those of you who live in the DC area, the Black Rose is having their 10th Anniversary in November, and it looks like it will be a really cool event. We will definitely be going to this.

We just received the best chastity devices, and cock rings & cages from Reds Leather, that we will be instructing that some of you buy and wear...

That's about it for us tonite... I'm going to read a cool new Catherine Cookson book that I came across at the bookstore today, while I soak in the tub!! Alan, one of my slaves a while back bought me this gorgeous collection of stuff from Crabtree and Evelyn ‑ candles, bath salts, bubble bath, blow up pillow, massage oil and back scrubber ‑ I'm going to make good use of it tonite!

Tomorrow I get to go through the memberships, and send out stupid reminders ‑ you are all such a bunch of stupid slaves that can't keep track of when your membership is supposed to expire, I do hate doing this, I also have two afternoon sessions scheduled, so I've got to be awake early. My human alarm clock is spending the night {wink wink} ‑ David is spending the night, under my bed as the closet floor is full at the moment... :>)

Thursday, October 16, 1997

Wonder what you WON'T be receiving from us??

October 16th, 1997
Hi slave's :>) Nichole's computer was being worked on yesterday, so she hi‑jacked mine, in order to do lots of new pictures for the website. She has updated her's and Diana's pages, and their favourite things pages, which you can also check out.

Now, back to me... I've been reading several of your homework assignments, however a lot of you, obviously thought that this was not meant for you, or that you knew it all already.... I hate arrogant slaves, and slaves who *think* they know it all... And for those of you who didn't send it in, poor you, cause now you have no idea what the others will be receiving from us...

Tuesday, October 14, 1997

October 14th, 1997

Hi boys, and girls... I do hope you've all been behaving the past couple of days... I've been busy with a number of things ‑ Redoing the period pages (as we're all now on our periods at the same time), fixing a couple of errors in the cocktail page, and adding a hot new picture, updating the hair pages with a couple of hot new long hair pics,

We just got a lot of new inventory for our on‑line store, cock cages, chastity belts, butt plugs, dildos, vibrators, hoods, crops, etc., and I'm working on getting those all up and online over the next couple of days.

Homework MUST be in by tomorrow evening.... Do you ALL understand?? I do hope so.... You wouldn't wish to displease us now would you?

... and that's about it for tonite, I'm beat, and I'm going home to go to bed early :‑) (yeah real early, it's already 12.45am!!)

Saturday, October 11, 1997

How's the homework coming along?

October 11th, 1997
Well slaves, I'll be looking forward to those homework assignments... they are due by the 15th at the very latest... You don't want to disappoint any of us either... I may just have to kick you out, membership or no membership... :>) I'm so evil!!

Thursday, October 09, 1997

First assignment slave boys:

October 9th, 1997
Hi there slaves :‑) So, I trust all of you were able to check out yesterday's article on letter writing etc., well you now all have some homework to do. Sit down and pen one of us lovely dommes a letter, save it, then go in and re‑read it etc., in a day or two, fix it up some more, and then e‑mail it to us. The title of the letter should read 'Homework' and you can send it to either myself, or Nichole. Depending on each person, and what you write, we'll come up with a second assignment for each of you. So get cracking.....

I spent the majority of today running errands in Nichole's car, as mine is in the shop.... perhaps never to come out again :‑( Tonite at 9pm, Nichole is hosting a Bi‑female meeting at her house, that should be interesting to say the least... so I'm going to be hanging out with them :>) I'll let you know tomorrow if I hooked up with anyone other than Nichole!!!
Well that's it for tonite, and remember slaves, we're all waiting on your 'homework' assignment.... make them good!

Wednesday, October 08, 1997

Slave applications

October 8th, 1997
Good evening pussy boys & girls... things have been just crazy around here... Boy do I need a vacation or what! Actually I think I'm going on one... Slave David has been kind enough to lend me his beach house, and I think I'm going to go away, and have a nice little break, and reflect on life and all that good stuff... Don't worry I'll be taking my computer with me!!

I receive constant applications or letters to take on submissives for training, and letters requesting to be my live‑in house boy.... Most of the letters that I receive are sorry indeed. Who in their right minds thinks that a one liner ‑ I think you're sexy, would appeal to me, or any other woman for that matter?

Would you really like to write a letter that will be accepted? Good. Then This will be lesson one in the slave manual ‑ I trust that you've already read the preface, and the contents of the manual by now... you've had a whole week. I will be testing all of you, so don't disappoint me. :>)

Monday, October 06, 1997

October 6th, 1997

Hi worms! How's it going??? I've finally started to get caught up on my e‑mail, it's taken all day, and most of yesterday, but I think I can see the end of the pile finally!! I'm on my period, and feel like crap... I've also got some new pics for you pathetic pieces of shit!!

And the best story that I've read in ages... so cool ‑ that I came twice while reading it :‑) It felt so good too... I haven't cum in ages! Or actually two days, but it sure seems like ages! It's all about a lonely, pathetic guy who wants to be a slave to a dominant woman, and after seeing professional dommes, and not finding what he's looking for (he definitely didn't find us then!!) decides to place an ISO ad in his local paper, and he hopes to find what he's looking for....

Sunday, October 05, 1997

October 5th, 1997

Well slave boys, I had a great weekend, lots of exciting new things to tell you all about. Where do I start..... hmmm let's see. Mistress Nichole met a new slave who is a photographer of BBW's, and he's got tons of never before shots of lots of BBW's in every area imaginable that want to meet submissive men, for fun and games. He's also going to be taking pics of Nichole and putting their pics together for sale to our slaves..

The next thing is that we have a couple of great woodworkers who have been making lots of new equipment for our dungeon, and it is now bigger, and even more equipped than imaginable! They are also going to be selling the equipment to other slaves and Mistresses who are furnishing their playrooms... and these pieces are all Slave tested, Mistress approved!!

Then, moving quickly along, Mistress Nichole has made a friend in NYC from all her frequent trips there... her name is Mistress Niki, and she's a tall thin European looking Mistress, who will be doing e‑mail training with our slaves. We'll be getting together a page on her over the next week or so....

Monday, September 01, 1997

Labour Day...

09‑01‑97 ‑ Happy labour day slaves... No doubt all of you are at home relaxing... I am swamped over here... I've been adding new pictures to Jenny's page for her, until Mistress Nichole can get her computer upgraded, and a new hard drive put in. The only thing she has been able to do is check her mail, and she's having major computer withdrawals!! I've also added some new pictures of her, and Diana to their pages, they were having photos done all day Sunday down at the dungeon...

Saturday, August 30, 1997

The Banana Cum???

08‑30‑97 ‑ Hello slave boys, it's been busy for me, getting a lot of new things ready to put up on my website... some of the bigger, and better things that are coming are, My Slave Training Manual ‑‑ This is an actual manual that I've been writing (and will hope to get published at some time) and I'll be putting it up chapter by chapter onto my website, just for you who subscribe to us...

Because as you can see, it's rather large, and there are a lot of different femdom issues covered in it, I'll be doing hopefully one new chapter per month.. some of the chapters that I've been working on are:‑ Slave Contract ‑ and sample contracts, general slave behaviour, punishment & discipline, attire & appearance, sissy maid training, toilet training, body worship, and much much more!!

It is not for game players but for the serious people seeking a real Mistress/slave relationship in which the slave gives up total control of his life, surrenders all his belongings and money to his Mistress, undergoes serious training, behaviour modification, learns discipline and gets punished for mistakes and disobedience. The object is to create a slave who will be perfect for his Mistress. His only purpose in life will be to serve his Mistress, make her life easier, and make her happy. He will become a totally obedient and most submissive servant. His own pleasures and needs will be put aside and will eventually become nonexistent. In his mind there will reside his Mistress and her needs, nothing else. He will only think of her and ways of better serving her.

Mistress Nichole's computer is still down, so there are no new updates from her... She has been helping me out tho, and she's been *extremely* busy with sessions ..... and finding a photographer that will take good quality scene/fetish pictures of all us... She's also going to be needing a little slave advertiser for us ‑ I no longer have time to put ads out on the newsgroups, newspapers, magazines etc., so I've been explaining this to her... she will need a little office helper for that I'm sure.

We get some really funny mail here, and some is stranger than others, but I could not help but keep thinking on this one...

The banana cum!! "Cut the stem end off and split it carefully on ONE side. Carefully remove the insides leaving the skin intact. Slip it over your cock like a condom and experience one of the best cums you'll ever have! Let me know if you like it and how it was for you."

Has anyone tried a banana skin? If so, tell us about it! We figured we wouldn't get the same effect with our dildos ;>)

Thursday, August 28, 1997

Full week of slave sessions!

08‑28‑97 ‑ Well slaves, I've been a busy, busy beaver this week.. I've been shopping with slaves, and getting myself a new wardrobe, (ala the slaves of course!!) not too mention being very busy with a couple of my favourite clients!

Tuesday, August 26, 1997

Rodger Ramrod?

08‑26‑97 ‑ Hello slaves... It's been a very tiring weekend for me, I feel like I could do with a lot of pampering, spoiling, and being made to feel wonderful!! Hmmmm wonder who would volunteer for the job!! Something cute, that I just rec'd was this press release:

The first 3D X‑rated (doom style) game, Rodger Ramrod is available ...................................................... Rodger Ramrod is a 3D style adventure with cartoon animation's hidden in the worlds. You are Rodger and must battle your way through the S&M level. While attempting to satisfy the queen. Rodger is laughed at and humiliated by her until he finds the hidden objects that promise to show her Majesty a royally good time. Our hero's weapons are masturbation, urination, and flatulation. Once he proves himself worthy, he finds himself in the FAG level, where he is constantly covering his ass. The full version cost only $39.99. and includes ten climatic levels: (S&M), (FAG), (FAT), (PRINCES), (DYKE), (HOLLYWOOD), (BIKER), (HILLBILLY), (COWBOY), AND (SPACE) levels. This exciting game is only available on CD‑ROM and is 289 megs. Although it is a cartoon natured game, it is sure to offend, thus we require it not be sold to minors.

I thought that this deserved a mention!! I'm not much into games.. don't have time for them!! I prefer the real thing!! I just adore playing with my little human toys ;>)

Lolita and I are working on many new things together, first my slave manual, that I'm going to put on the website, the fetish catalogue, and toys.... not too mention many more video clips of transsexuals, feet, spanking, C&BT, golden showers, etc., etc.,

Friday, August 22, 1997

Has anyone ever told you they were washing their hair?

08‑22‑97 ‑ Good evening slaves... Last night was spent re‑organizing some areas of the page, and tidying up a few other pages etc., This maintenance sure takes a lot of time. I've updated some Transsexual pictures ‑ solo jerking off & transsexual jerking off parties.

I had a great 3 hour session this afternoon, with one of my regular pain sluts. This sub is into major pain, and boy do I get off on that ;>) We also got into some golden shower play, and that prompted me to update the weekly golden shower top 5!!

I've spent this evening sending out new passwords to a new group of slaves, and boy does this take a lot of time or what! That's it for today! It's already after 1am, and I'm off to soak in the tub... ;>) wouldn't you like to be giving me a nice back scrub?? Or washing my hair??

Wednesday, August 20, 1997


08‑20‑97 ‑ Hello slaves... today's been a busy one for me. I'm trying to 'get on top' of all the things that have piled up since I was gone at the beach. My office at home, and at the dungeon, looks like a bomb had hit both areas! We have a new addition to our family.... as you know, I had a red female chow‑chow called Brandy, well Brandy got used to being at Nichole's house, and Nichole kinda unofficially adopted her... well now Nichole just picked up another one! He's a fiesty little guy called Zeus, and he's adorable... however Brandy is being a total bitch, and not being very nice to little Zeus at all!! I'm thinking that perhaps Brandy will be wearing a muzzle for a few days, till she chills out... She's also in heat at the moment, so perhaps she's just PMSing really bad!!

I've been working on our new on‑line store ‑ it's no‑where near finished with, but because Lolita has been bugging me for the past day and a‑half about it, I guess I'll give all of you a sneak peek.... The store is primarily for slaves that want to purchase leather, latex, pvc outfits, shoes, or accessories for us... it will also have some dungeon toys that we'll allow you to buy for yourselves. We get these clothes wholesale, which is about 1/3rd of the price that you'll find anywhere else on the internet.

Lolita and I are also busy getting my slave manual onto the website ‑ this I'm sure a lot of you would be slaves will find very interesting... it will be ready within the next few weeks..

Anyway, I didn't see any slaves today, so I've got nothing to talk about for a change ;>) However, I'm sure that Nichole, Diana, and Jenny all have something interesting to tell you!!!

Chow Chows galore..

08‑20‑97 ‑ Hello slaves... today's been a busy one for me. I'm trying to 'get on top' of all the things that have piled up since I was gone at the beach. My office at home, and at the dungeon, looks like a bomb had hit both areas! We have a new addition to our family.... as you know, I had a red female chow‑chow called Brandy, well Brandy got used to being at Nichole's house, and Nichole kinda unofficially adopted her... well now Nichole just picked up another one! He's a fiesty little guy called Zeus, and he's adorable... however Brandy is being a total bitch, and not being very nice to little Zeus at all!! I'm thinking that perhaps Brandy will be wearing a muzzle for a few days, till she chills out... She's also in heat at the moment, so perhaps she's just PMSing really bad!!

I'm hoping that she allows me to adopt at least one of them. I'm taking a big liking to Zeus.

I've been working on our new on‑line store ‑ it's no‑where near finished with, but because Lolita has been bugging me for the past day and a‑half about it, I guess I'll give all of you a sneak peek.... The store is primarily for slaves that want to purchase leather, latex, pvc outfits, shoes, or accessories for us... it will also have some dungeon toys that we'll allow you to buy for yourselves. We get these clothes wholesale, which is about 1/3rd of the price that you'll find anywhere else on the internet.

Lolita and I are also busy getting my slave manual onto the website ‑ this I'm sure a lot of you would be slaves will find very interesting... it will be ready within the next few weeks..

Anyway, I didn't see any slaves today, so I've got nothing to talk about for a change ;>) However, I'm sure that Nichole, Diana, and Jenny all have something interesting to tell you!!!

Tuesday, August 19, 1997

S&M party recaps!

08‑19‑97 ‑ Well slaves, I'm back!! I can see Mistress Nichole has been doing a great job altogether of working on and maintaining the web site ;>) I had a wonderful time at the beach with slave Jason, not to mention the dungeon party last Saturday night. I collared Jason, and put on him a simple black bow tie, and a very nice studded leather black collar, with matching ankle, and wrist restraints... the ankle and wrist restraints were attached by chains to his collar, and then attached to that was my leash!! Boy did he look sexy or what?? I was drooling looking at him, almost as much as he was drooling looking at me!!! ;>) LOL

We arrived at the party in style in a lovely stretch limo, although what other way is there for a Mistress to arrive?? Except of course for the pony girl/boy method, which it seems this couple adapted!!! I was quick to meet a couple of lifestyle dominant transsexual Mistresses, who had their cock sucking slaves in tow, in fact that kind of prompted me to think more on that subject.... This is also a big fantasy for Lolita my little pet slave.

I spent several hours laughing and chatting with Mistress Monica, and Empress Dominique, and I must tell you that these were two of the sexiest transsexual Mistresses that I have EVER met. Pity they live on the other side of the United States.... ;‑( Slave Jason was such a good little lap dog, he was fetching me my drinks, and being used as a footstool!! He just adores my feet, and my shoes!! (More about that later)

Then it was my turn to perform... I was called up on the stage, to show off my whipping technique, and I was given this pain pig slave to use. Well this pigs dick started jumping to attention, and dripping the minute I climbed onto the stage... I think he could tell from looking at me, that I meant business ;>) He already had a few stripes on him from playing around earlier that evening, but that was going to be nothing compared to what I would leave on him!! I quickly grabbed him by the hair, and pulled him over to their St Andrews cross, where I deftly chained him up with his butt and back facing in my direction..

I warmed him up much more quickly than I usually do, as I knew that this was an experienced pain pig, and I wasn't going to show him any mercy!! Soon my bull whip was cracking through the air, and landing on his large body! My this pig, had a lot to whip!! I could feel my cunt starting to drip, and could feel that usual wetness appearing on the tops of my thighs, god I love that feeling! I got wetter and wetter watching him squirm to get away from the tip of the bull whip as it lashed down on him. Thank goodness I had decided not to wear panties, much better to let the slave, smell my excitement!! I finished up using a regular English cane, the pain pig was better than I expected, he took 40 strokes of the cane, and by the time I was done, he was begging me to take him home with me.... sorry pig, but I have a slave!!

After watching several other demonstrations, it was time to leave and go back to our hotel, Jason had been such a good slave boy all evening, and I knew by the way he was crawling directly next to my shoes that he was dying for a whiff, and a lick of them when we got home. Sitting down on the bed, with Jason on the floor in front of me, I started to tease him by taking my shoe halfway off my foot.... I could see his cock pulsating and getting bigger and bigger, and knew that right about now, I could ask for anything at all, and Jason would do his damndest to get it for me ;>) I'm so evil!!! After teasing him for about 15 minutes, I allowed him to lick my shoes clean, and suck on the heels, slipping his tongue in and out of all the little holes around my shoes... Jason just loves the aroma of my stockings when my feet have been sweating all evening long! After being in my 5" heels all night, dancing etc., my feet really needed a nice long soak in the tub, and then moisturized, and massaged.... Jason had a long evening in front of him!!

Anyway, the party was a huge success, and I'm really looking forward to the Roissy IV party which is being held in Baltimore on October... I hope it is as good as this one was!

The rest of my time at the beach, was spent on the beach, except for the two days it rained, and then Jason kept me very much amused!! I always manage it seems to find the hottest, kinkiest things that are going on when I'm out and about, and the pussy party was no exception!! (See Above!!)
Now that I'm back, I am ready to do some re‑organizing. I've heard good things about a new little sissy maid that Mistress Diana and Mistress Nichole have been training, and I'm looking forward to meeting her at some point in the near future. From reading Jenny's journal it seems that they keep her busy!! I'll be leaving again for NYC on Sept 6th, 7th, 8th, and 9th to visit the International Fashion Boutique, at Javits Convention Center. Here I'll be buying some clothes, lingerie, toys etc., and will be meeting many of the vendors that we currently buy our clothing etc., from. I'll be also making many changes to my own personal schedule, and after Sept I will NOT be taking on any new slaves, or submissives for in‑person sessions... As it is I now have a nice client list built up, and have my own personal slaves. I will be spending more time training my slaves the way that I want them to be, I will be working on the website, (this already takes up a considerable amount of my time, and energy) and I hope to be working on designing dungeon equipment ;>)

Dee Dee will also finally be able to start seeing clients on her own, she's been sitting in on sessions, helping me out, getting familiar with the equipment and how to use it, and trying to free up her own schedule enough to make time for appointments. She and I will work on her pages some more now that she has an idea of the type of client she would enjoy, and the various games that she would like to play......

Nichole and Diana make quite a dynamic team, and enjoy playing with slaves together, I'll be helping them both work on their pages much more also. Nichole pretty much takes care of her own journal, along with sending Diana's and Jenny's to the server for me. She's been borrowing my web design books, and playing around on her computer much more, and is now able to do most things on the website.... Nichole would also like to expand on a couple of areas on the website that interest her, such as Humiliation, Foot Worship, Golden Showers, face sitting, stomping, and wrestling.... Nichole has also been working with Caroline Designs in designing furniture for our dungeon, and others dungeons.. She & Diana also hope to promote a new line of plus size leather & latex lingerie. They are also both interested in doing pictures, and short video clips for slaves.. such as clips of golden or brown showers (the kind of thing that is very difficult to get).....

So as you can see slaves, there is going to be a lot of activity going on around here. We hope that you are going to be of great use to us, in building our great empire, and we look forward to hearing from all of you, finding out what fantasies, and fetishes each of you have, and seeing if we can't train you to be exactly what we want ;>)

I spent last night watching this show that I've been following on HBO, called OZ. It's got huge S&M undertones to it. It's set in a prison cell, and shows scenes of humiliation, cross‑dressing, anal sex, and now as of last night brown showers!! It's pretty wild! Unfortunately next Monday is the last show of the season.

Anyway, that's it for today, and it's nice to be back!!!

Monday, August 11, 1997

Mistress Nichole here...

August 11th, 1997
HI ALL!! Well this is Mistress Nichole, and while Mistress Julie is away at the B&D
Seminar/festival at the beach, I'll be doing a few minor things around the website, so don't expect too much!! The first thing that I was working on yesterday and part of today are a few new stories. Lolita is helping me out with organizing our entire story section into one, instead of all those little piddly menus. We're also going to put a little bio about each story, and try to categorize them a little bit better... This will mean there may well be (there will be) many broken links to and from different story sections. You will have to deal with it, till we get it all done.

Mistress Diana is busy as a beaver training a new little french maid, and keeping sissy slut jenny busy. I believe they have a photo shoot planned for when I'm gone. Jenny will be house sitting for me, and taking care of some odds and ends around my house ‑ replacing light bulbs, cleaning the gutters, taking my car for an oil change & a cleaning etc.,

I leave for NYC tonight.. I will be gone Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday, and will be back home on Friday. I can't tell you right now what I'm doing in NYC, but it's VERY interesting, and exciting!! Perhaps when I get back I'll let you in on it ;‑)

No more updates till FRIDAY!!!! Have a great week, I know that I will ;>)

Saturday, August 09, 1997

Dungeon seminars

08/09/97 ‑ Well slaves I have been chock‑a‑blocked with sessions all day yesterday, and for most of today I will be booked which is why I'm getting this out of the way first.... Last night at 9pm, I saw a slave called Mike... Mike previously saw Lady Sarah a couple of times when she worked here...

Mike and I started out by doing some C&B bondage ‑ a nice parachute, clamped tightly around his balls, and then I laid him down on my floating suspension table, and chained him up by his arms nice and tight. I then hoisted his cock and balls straight up in the air attached to the chain.... He kept telling me how scared he was, because he knew that He wasn't going anywhere, anytime soon!! I then put a penis gag in his mouth ‑ that took care of the talking ;>)

Then it was time for me to start using my little red riding crop on him, God how I love to see them shake and shiver in anticipation of what’s coming next!! I'm sooo evil! After a few good rounds of the riding crop, it was time for candle wax ;>) Whoo Hoo!!!

Moving quickly along.... ;>) it was time for the spanking bench, I have a couple of new paddles that I was dying to try out on little mikey!! Anyway, I had a really good time, and I know for sure that Mike did too... he's a horny little slave :>)

Today, I was working on transforming a pathetic male slave into a gorgeous woman, and today we focused on chastity... and keeping that horrible, pathetic, small piece of skin locked away... Dominique went home wearing this, and I kept the one and only key. She'll have it on till Friday of next week when I get back from the beach...;>)

That leads me onto my next part.... I'm going to be going to the Beach for several days, one for a 2‑day B&D S/M & Bi‑female seminar at Rehobeth Beach, (Sunday and Monday) (dungeon party tonite) and secondly to go on and visit with a slave who has a house right down on the ocean front for another few days (Tuesday through Monday) Hopefully the weather will be great for me while I'm there.... I'm starting to lose my tan big time! While I'm gone, Mistress Nichole will also be gone for a few days in NYC ‑ I believe Tuesday & Wednesday. Mistress Diana will be here working with slaves, and doing sessions with clients as normal. She will also probably as normal be updating her journal. Mistress Nichole will take over with my journal when she gets back on Thursday.

What does this mean to you? Well there'll be few changes made till I get back, so be patient, and make sure you've read everything else there is to offer....

Don't I feel special today, I finally rec'd my shipment of new clothes from UPS ‑ God, I've only been waiting 9 days for an overnight shipment! Wanna hear what goodies I got?? I got some hot red leather panties, with buckles at either side, and studded all around the edge of the leg holes... I got a pair of really funky earrings ‑ chains, A really cool red and black studded choker that goes into a V..... A rather cool black leather bra, and an even cooler bustier bra (black and red of course)!! (Thanks Charles darling ;>) you are such a good generous slave ;‑)

Nichole's shipment also arrived, and inside it, she'd gotten Jenny her own cute maids outfit, complete with gloves, garter and hat! I'll have to update my wish list now!! I'll also be able to take my new outfits to the dungeon party at the beach tonite...

We're actually so lucky now, we've become wholesale suppliers for a huge Leather & Latex clothing company out of the east coast, that means that we get the stuff for next to nothing!! For instance, Nichole's new boots that she got last week, David paid about $70.00 for them, and in Dream Dresser (the same boots) they cost $380.00!! Now is that inflation or what?? So for all of you generous submissives that like to buy us gifts, you can now, just tell us what you'd liked to get us, and the amount that you'd like to spend on us, and we can bill your credit card, and have the clothes shipped directly to us!! Isn't that cool!!

Friday, August 08, 1997

Stinky sneakers...

08/08/97 ‑ Hello worms.. Gosh I had a lovely day of shopping yesterday, in fact all of us dommes had a lazy, relaxing day. Of course in order to get this, I had to stay up till 4.40am yesterdaymorning, sending out passwords, answering e‑mail (all 600+ messages) and working on the web page. Jeez, a dommes work is never done!!

I got some lovely new lingerie for myself today ‑ from Victorias Secret, & Hechts. Rather racy looking ;>) I also got a new pair of running shoes for the gym as my old ones stink something bad!! Wearing them barefoot increases the smell by about 500%!! I also went to see Airforce One, pretty good movie, but I preferred the next movie that I saw ‑ It was on cable last night, and it was all about Snuff Films... Pretty intense stuff.... and it seems they categorize it under B&D.... Seems that the porn industry hooked up with some guys who owned this huge prostitution ring, and they killed the hookers in snuff films... it is apparantly (from what I'm told) quite a big market all over the world... OK, whatever floats your boat, but this didn't do it for me.

It seems while I was gone Lolita was a busy queen bee.... She worked on her journal Put up one of her old fantasies (Teacher/Pupil) with some added pics, and also worked on a couple of TS animations.... these are very cute! Well Lolita, I was very impressed ;>) You know Lolita, you've also been the topic of conversation around here for the past few days.... seems Nichole & Diana are just dying to see you give it to Jenny!! And Jenny is just dying to get it from you!! ;>)

This afternoon was spent in a session with a slave called David. David has it seems played with every domme in the North American region. (What a whore!) David explained his interests lay in cock and ball bondage and torture & a little bit in golden showers. No teasing for him, as far as C&BT he wanted the real deal!! Well not a problem for me, I have so many torturous devices for the cock and balls, and just love to see a hard cock straining from all the weight or pain that I can inflict upon it ;>) We had a parachute around the cock and balls, and attached to that is numerous weights. (So far totally 17lbs!) After playing around with crops and whips on his dick, we started talking about his interest in golden showers... well David had never drank from the golden cup before, and wasn't quite sure that he could actually do so... he was more or less infatuated with what comes out of that little hole....

I thought I'd make it easier on his first time around, so I made him watch very closely as I started to pee, right before so I decided I was going to tease him with it... This worked well enough, and before I got finished, he was begging me to allow him to catch the last few drops ;>) I teased and teased him some more, but oh well who could resist a begging slave!!!!

Toilet training is something that all of us here enjoy doing, we just love using our slaves as our toilets. There's something very satisfying about a slave who is willing to consume whatever we give him!! Either from our golden chalice, or directly from the source!! We're still hoping that someone can indeed build us a toilet seat or throne made for two of us at a time, that would indeed be a lot more comfy than just standing, or squatting over a slave. I 've also noticed that when we're very comfortable, much more tends to come out!!

Tuesday, August 05, 1997

Over the knee spankings

08/05/97 ‑ Well dahlings... I've been so busy with sessions over the past two days that I don't know where to begin...Three sessions in the past week have been good old fashioned spankings ;>) I love doing these!! I'm going to be putting a lot more time into the text parts of the website, before starting your training. I want you to be fully aware of every term, and every fetish that myself, and my associate Mistresses enjoy doing. Tomorrow I'll try to work on the terms sadist (me) masochist (perhaps you?) domme (again me) submissive (definitely you) switch (someone who can't make up their bloody mind) top (me) bottom (you) professional domme (me, not a prostitute) fetishist (perhaps you?) and whatever else pops to mind!!!

Today was a nice lazy day for me, I went and got a pedicure and a manicure, and listened to Dow tell me all about Nichole, Diana, and Jenny!! Seems Dow took to Jenny like a fish takes to water ;>) This evening I went for some sushi.. yummy ;>) I adore sushi. I spent the better part of all day and night though working on the web page. There are over 497 pages total, and that's a lot of stuff to keep up with.
So that's it for tonite slaves... see ya tomorrow!!

Sunday, August 03, 1997

My quest for perfection...

08/03/97 ‑ What useless slaves you are... I found well over 200 broken links in MY website, and not one of you had the gumption to let me know??? What's wrong with all of you? If you are being allowed to peruse this website the least you could do would be to tell me WEBMISTRESS if some things not working... I like things to be as close to perfection as they possibly can. Do you understand??

Saturday, August 02, 1997

08/02/97 ‑ Well slaves, I've been moving some things around, updating some information, and generally overlooking the entire web site that is our empire. I would welcome ideas from any of you, regarding areas that you are really interested in seeing added, or expanded upon. E‑mail me with the subject line Ideas.

Something a little more different than what we offer is a 30 night dungeon diary of this dancer who goes to work in a B&D house, where she is mostly a submissive. She talks about the sessions, the types of clients that she sees, what they like to do in session, and how this house is run. It is very different from what goes on here. In fact it seems like worlds apart, but pretty interesting all the same to hear another view point. I have to say that the last few chapters of 18 are my favourite along with all of chapter 26 and chapter 29 is really intense, and kinda funny in a sick perverted way ;>) That probably explains why I almost peed myself while reading it!! Poor girl tho, around chapter 24 I was feeling very sorry for her. To be in this kind of work, you really have to enjoy it. You have to enjoy the mindfucks, the complex sessions, the differences in each client, and the role‑plays.

Lolita has been really good about helping me out with this ever expanding website, and especially the new footland, so I'd like to take this moment to tell her thanks ;>) Keep up the good work, your Mistress appreciates it!

Well today I'm off for my session with Ned, he's such a sweetie, and today we're going to be expanding our limits with C&BT!!! Yes, I think we'll see how he looks with 14lbs of weights hanging from that cock of his!!! Ned loves being tied down and tortured by me!! Who wouldn't??
Nichole & Diana it seems are spending the afternoon at the beauty parlour ‑‑ with Jenny!! They have some serious transformations in store for her, from what they've told me!!! Won't Dow (our manicurist be surprised!!) I'm sure you'll be hearing all about it from them later, that's if they don't take him to Zigfields or someplace exotic like that!!

Oh before I forget... this website is now 450MB is size... just in case that means nothing to you... it means that it's getting pretty BIG, so I've had to take out the page with all the stored zip files of the past 6 months pictures, it was just taking up way too much space.

Friday, August 01, 1997

A dommes work is never done!

08/01/97 ‑ Hi slaves, I was mighty impressed last night, with the day before yesterday's updates, and I hope that you were too ;>) This afternoon, Ms Nichole and Ms Diana sent me their daily journals for me to add... They really write some cute, funny stuff!

Yesterday was a very busy day of slave training, and wrestling matches for everyone here, so there was absolutely no time for updates!! Check back tonite (very late) for a whole truck load of new changes etc., A dommes day is sooooo busy! ;>)

Wednesday, July 30, 1997

Are you learning anything yet? How to be a great submissive?

07/30/97 ‑ Well slaves, I got the credit card terminal up and running yesterday, and was able to run through my first charges ever ‑ would you believe that I had more slaves join our realm in one day, than I've had join us via snail mail in 3 days. I can see that I have a lot of new lazy slaves... ;>) Well I and my other friendly dommes will just have to whip you all into shape!

I'm the only one around today ‑ Ms Nichole & Ms Diana have been terrorizing submissives all day today, actually since around 1pm... and it's now almost 6pm. Gosh it's nice to have some piece and quiet around here!! Those two are a noisy bunch!!

I've got to go send out passwords and user ids to new slaves that have just joined our empire! I hope that you've enjoyed today's updates, I had a lot of fun reading the articles, and stories, and found them very informative, & exciting, and hope that you do too. Goodnite!

Monday, July 28, 1997

Sweaty toes..

07/28/97 ‑ (Late afternoon & evening) Hello slaves, come in, and cool down with us!! God, what a day we have planned over here for tomorrow! Monica is a submissive female that we've been spending some time with, and tomorrow she's going to do her first ever session with me! I'm rather looking forward to it!! She's very attractive, and very sensual! After Monica, Mistress Nichole has the dungeon booked for herself and one of her regulars. Harry (her slave) is a really funny old man. He always brings each of us a bouquet of flowers, and to Nichole, he brings her a different surprise every time she sees him. He really enjoys submitting to her, and who wouldn't!! Tomorrow evening Ms Diana and Ms Nichole have another newish kinda slave that they've been spending time with the over the past few weeks.

Me, I'm going to relax, and watch TV or read my new Catherine Cookson book ‑ it's called The Obsession, and one of my slaves bought it for me yesterday ‑ that's a really nice gift, as I can never find her books anywhere!

I'm also excited about getting back to work on the more factual, and text parts of the site (don't worry I'll still be adding a lot of pictures for you to drool over!!) but I actually like teaching you more, and molding you into the type of slaves that we really like ;>)

Ms Nichole's been working on her page, and helping me with some things around the office. I'm hopefully gonna finish things up by midnight, and get off to bed... pity lolita isn't here to rub my feet, they've been in those sweaty ass thigh‑highs all day pretty much! I could do with a good tongue bath on my toes!! Oh well... another time. Goodnite slaves...

Beaches and plumbers..

07/28/97 ‑ (Early morning ‑‑ 1am) Well darling slaves, this has been quite a weekend... Friday night I was talking on aol in our chat room, with a dentist from south beach florida, who was kind enough to invite us all down there for a vacation... I figured I should make him sweat a little first, so I told him to call me the next morning at 11am or shortly after... he did, and I told him I was in a meeting to call back in another hour (knowing full well that I wasn't going to pick up the phone!!) well he called back like a good little slave in training.... So slave, you know who you are, Ms Nichole says to call her and she'll work the details out with you!! A beach trip is just what we need!!!

You know it's really funny, but I was told of Lady Sarah's new website last week, seems she liked my journal idea (tho never really could get her to do it while she was here) and a few other of my ideas... oh well, just proves to you my slaves, that now you've found the best, there is absolutely no point in looking at the rest... I'm actually very flattered. Thank you Sarah! I was NOT amused however at you calling up MY clients.

Seriously tho, I'm all for competition, and it is sooo damn hard to find good dominatrixes to work with, but I really think that after a lot of headaches, and bull shit, and no‑showing up on time, being lazy, etc., etc., that I've found the best in Nichole, and maybe Diana although I'm still a little sceptical of her... and hopefully in a few more weeks, I'll have Dee‑Dee trained to my liking, and she'll also join us, in our empire of female domination.

I'm pretty excited, I finally got the approval from the bank for the credit card machine and merchant ID... so hopefully by Tuesday it will be fully set up, and subscriptions to the website, donations, and anything in our new on‑line store, will be able to be paid via credit card. However, we will still be accepting only cash for in‑person sessions... It's now after 2am and Nichole, and I are beat, we're going to crash here tonite, as we've got plumbers coming over first thing in the morning to tear down our upstairs bathroom! Gosh what chaos that will be! We've had a leak or something behind the wall, and it's just gotten too messy for us to deal with any longer... tsk tsk.. anyway, goodnite slaves!

Wednesday, July 23, 1997

Femdom.com the best on the web!

07/23/97 ‑ Mistress Nichole has had sissy Jenny working like crazy around her house, and Diana's poor girl looks so disheveled ! Perhaps they should be advertising for a second one like her, to help even out those large work loads!!

While browsing around the net, I found out that FEMDOM.COM was indeed back again.... However, you've found the best, so there's really no need to look at the rest!! :>) Seriously tho, this has to be the best listing of pro‑dommes around the world... so if you're traveling somewhere bizarre, and you don't already belong to myself, or one of my associates, then you may look up one of these Mistresses... Well that's it for tonite, I'm off to watch a movie... ;>)

Tuesday, July 22, 1997

Secretary needed!

07/22/97 ‑ Well I started working on this yesterday, but got side tracked so many times, that really didn't get anything done! Too many slaves calling up for appts... gosh we do need a little slave secretary around here, to field all of these calls, and help sort out our e‑mails... seems even Eudora is having a hard time filtering all of the e‑mails we get in one day!!

Basically we're all at our computers through‑out the day & evening when we're not in slave training sessions, or role‑play sessions, or we're shopping, etc., etc., so you would think that with all the computer time we can put in, we could stay on top of them.... huh.. that's a nice thought!

Yesterday was spent sending out new passwords, and userids.... this takes up a lot of time, I have to put them in the computer, mail them, and then file them... gosh I could do with an office slave assistant for all of this stuff too....

Oh, before I forget, thanks to Jerry for the new clothes that he sent me... I love rubber, and this dress will look great on me ‑ I'll call you tonite Jerry with some tasks that I have for you, so make sure you're tv is off, and that the house is quiet... you know how I hate interruptions...

Anyhow, everyone here is badgering me to come out to the pool with them and jerry (Ms Nichole's little ass‑kissing slave boy...) so I'm going to end for now, but check back later tonite to see if we've added anything else!

Tuesday, July 15, 1997

Patience is a virtue..

07/15/97 ‑ Good evening slave boys... Sit down, get comfortable, (not naked, just comfortable :>) I know you haven't begged or been granted permission to do anything of the sort..... (i.e jerking off) perhaps chastity belts are in store for all of you??? Hmmm now that's a thought..... or perhaps having it cut off.... Ain't I in a sadistic mood today??? GRIN......

Today was spent in a session with a slave who flew in from Kansas, and was majorly turned on by Cock & Ball torture, and golden & brown showers.... Well, I started off by strapping him up to my St Andrews Cross, and putting a nice steel cockring around his cock, and watched it dance to attention immediately. I then got my favourite crop, (it's long, and red, with a black tip!) and started flogging his erect cock. He was leaping off the floor, (but loving every minute of it!!) and boy was that getting me excited or what! He had an extreme tolerance level for pain, and that just excited me more! Soon I was striking it harder and harder, and using clamps on it. Ms Diana was watching, and getting herself all hot and bothered, so I suggested that she go get our chalice, and in front of our lowly slave, pee into the golden cup.... She did, and then forced him to drink the golden nectar from the golden chalice..... We moved him onto the ground, on his knees with his head bowed in front of us, in total submission.... guess what came next??

I'm on aol in the chat rooms tonite, having a laugh with Diana.... some of you slaves are really quite cute, and humouress... You had me rolling! I was laughing my shoes & stockings off.... I'm still working on getting a chatroom working here, but my webpage skills haven't stretched that far yet!!! It's nice to take a break, and chill out for a moment or two..

Running this website doesn't afford me much free time any longer, and I get totally swamped with e‑mails from all of you.... (where's this headed I hear you ask...) well... I'm backed up with e‑mails, so if you're waiting on a response, you'll be waiting a while longer, but patience is the main thing that I look for in a slave, so it'll do you good to practice!!

Monday, July 14, 1997

Sniffy, oh sniffy...

07/14/97 ‑ Hi slave boys :>) Well I've been a busy bee.... Yesterday was spent making new changes to the page, and adding new scat pics

I also spent a great part of the day shooing Nichole & Diana away from me, as they kept farting uncontrollably, after eating mexican for two days straight (This of course was for the benefit of old sniffy, who came down yesterday for a 5 hour session with the two of them!) I'm sure they'll tell you all about it in their journals!! Sniffy darling, thank you for the beautiful book on Ireland, it was lovely!! I've also been told that you all had an awesome session together, and that you're quite the little ass kisser!!

As today is going to be 104 outside, we're all planning on going to the pool this afternoon. Jenny our new little sissy maid is on her way to Nichole's house, as she just got done at Diana's house... and there is a lot of cleaning to be sure waiting for her here!! Nichole says she's been such a
great help around her house.... I wonder how they're going to reward her??

Thursday, July 10, 1997

Wanna know a secret?

07/10/97 ‑ Gee this credit card terminal stuff is taking along time, however it didn't take them very long to cash my cheques..... never mind that I still don't have any service. I'm being told that I should have it up and running by next Friday... well wonders might not cease!

Today was a lazy day around the empire, however Rex a little snail mail slave, sent Nichole and I two little femdom books with great artwork, pity he got us the same ones, but it was a very nice gesture. Especially saying as how we just love getting gifts... talking about gifts, a great place to get us something nice and useful, would be from XTC Leather. They have great outfits, and accessories for the dungeon look! And they are very reasonably priced to boot.

That's it for today, I'm really tired, and could do with a nice long hot bath, and massage, and then a great hair brushing... there's nothing as relaxing as having someone brush your hair... it can put me right to sleep... that and scratching my back & buttocks!!! There, now I've told you another secret!!

Goodnite slaves!!

Wednesday, July 09, 1997


07/09/97 ‑ Well what a busy busy day we have planned.... I unfortunately have to go stand in line at the county courthouse to get my business license renewed (Boy I really want to do that LOL) unfortunately, no‑one (a slave) can do it for me... ;<( Oh well I can persevere!!

I also need to go get a pedicure today, and have my toes painted... it's been a few weeks since I've been there.. I just love getting my feet played with, it's so relaxing, and such a turn‑on for me. I get that nice warm, fuzzy feeling all over!!

Then I have a bunch of new members that need to get their user‑ids etc., e‑mailed to them, gosh a dommes work is just never done.... and you all think it's soooo easy!

Not to mention I'm seeing a client this evening.... however I do have a hot little rubber number that I'm going to be wearing, and he's going to be wearing absolutely nothing, well except for perhaps a collar, leash, and hood!!!

I'm going to be getting my wish list ready for you also, so that all you nice little slave boys, can send me something nice that will make me think about you & show you some attention!! LOL Something really nice would be a 3000 GT!!! Or a BMW..... convertible!! As if.. actually I just prefer getting really gushy e-mails, notecards, or stuff that you can use on me - hair shampoo, moisturizer, bath stuff... ;-)

Monday, July 07, 1997

Hardon anyone?

07/07/97 ‑ Well slave darlings, I hope you all had a good 4th of July weekend, I know we did :>) We had lots of fun with a delightful little submissive worm, who just treated us all like the queens we are! Ms Diana has been updating the period section both she and Goddess Dee‑Dee are having their periods right now! Phew! Don't they need some good cleaning up!! :>)

I thought this was the cutest little note......

I was in your area on Wed. 6/11. I went with some friends to Baltimore for the night on Tues. 6/10 and then went to the practice round of the US Open golf tournament Wed. On the way home Wed. night I saw a sign for Wheaton and got an instant hard‑on. We were coming from Bethesda and I'm not sure if the sign was on 270 or 495. I've never seen you in person or heard your voice, but still when I saw that sign I was instantly excited. By a freaking highway sign! Now that's power. And you've got it.

And Yip... I sure do have power!!

Wednesday, July 02, 1997

Tongues, and Clits and piercings oh my!

07/02/97 ‑ Good evening slaves, it's 11.30pm and it seems the server has been having some problems these past two or three days, so if you've been finding it hard to get on to the site, that's why...

Thanks to all of you who've been sending us little gifts etc., paddles, etc., and gift certificates.... we just adore getting these :>) We're thinking of putting together a wish list, that way you'll all know what it is we really want, and need....

I'm up to my eyes in sending out new passwords etc., to new subscribers tonite, so there are no sessions going on with any slaves tonite... Ms Diana and a couple of the other Mistresses have been putting together a new piece of equipment, but they won't let me down there till they are done, so I've no idea what it is!! IT's A SURPRISE!!! Don't I just love surprises!!

Ms Nichole & Ms Diana had a hot submissive FEMALE downstairs earlier, and were showing her the ropes!! God the moans, and Oh Yeahs... that were filtering upstairs were unbelievable!! The slave's name is Monica, and Monica had her clit pierced!! What's with all these piercings?? Nichole, & Diana just got their ears, and noses pierced, and have been talking about clits......

Well that's it for tonite, I'm tired, and I still have a lot to do, getting out slave apps etc., to all of you lowly submissives!

Tuesday, July 01, 1997

No more big babies!

07/01/97 ‑ Well hi there slave boys.... I've been really busy for the last few days... Ms Nichole has updated her journal, we're currently still working on Goddess Dee‑Dee's, and Ms Diana has also updated hers.

I'm going to be re‑constructing the web site over the next few weeks, so things will be moving around, being deleted, and updated etc., and if there are any broken links, it is YOUR job to tell me where, so that I can correct it :>)

The infantilism section is being deleted, and will no longer be available... I want to be able to concentrate on other areas that I really like getting into.... -- those of you who get off wearing diapers, and having your tushies cleaned -- sorry it's just not my bag!!

Saturday, June 28, 1997

The word on the hill!

06/28/97 ‑ Well the news on the street for yesterday was :‑

By James Vicini

WASHINGTON (Reuter) ‑ The Supreme Court extended free‑speech rights
to cyberspace in a historic ruling Thursday, striking down a federal law that
restricted indecent pictures and words on the Internet computer network.

The nation's highest court dealt the Clinton administration a major defeat
by declaring unconstitutional the law that made it a crime to transmit
sexually explicit material to anyone younger than 18.

The high‑profile case marked the first time the Supreme Court granted full
constitutional free‑speech protections under the First Amendment to the
giant worldwide network of linked computers used by tens of millions of

The justices by a 7‑2 vote ruled that all key parts of the Communications
Decency Act violate free‑speech rights, amounting to illegal government

``Notwithstanding the legitimacy and importance of the congressional goal of
protecting children from harmful materials, we agree ... that the statute
abridges 'freedom of speech' protected by the First Amendment,'' Justice
John Paul Stevens said for the court majority in the 40‑page opinion.

The law, signed by President Clinton in 1996 as part of a telecommunications
overhaul, barred distribution to minors of indecent or ``patently
offensive'' materials on the Internet. It provided for fines and a maximum
two years in prison.

The law defined indecent as anything that ``depicts or describes in terms
patently offensive, as measured by contemporary community standards, sexual or excretory activities or organs.''

The law did not target obscenity or child pornography, which already were
illegal. The Internet indecency law has never taken effect because of the
court battle.

The ruling represented a major victory for the American Civil Liberties
Union (ACLU) and groups representing libraries, publishers and the

computer on‑line industry, which brought the lawsuit challenging the law.

ACLU attorney Stefan Presser said, ``Essentially the Supreme Court of the
United States took an idea from the 18th century, that is free speech, and
said it has enduring quality, and will extend into the 21st century, because
government will not be allowed to censor what's on the Internet.''
Clinton said he would study the decision, gather people representing
industry, parents, teachers and librarians to review it, and continue to
look for a way to keep children from viewing pornography on the Internet.

``With the right technology and rating systems we can help ensure that our
children don't end up in the red light districts of cyberspace,'' he said in
a statement.

The Supreme Court said the rapidly growing Internet deserved full First
Amendment protection, citing its unique characteristics as a public forum
for the exchange of ideas and information.

The high court rejected arguments that the Internet was similar to the
television and radio industries, where there has been a history of extensive
government regulation and where indecent speech may be restricted.

``The (Communications Decency Act) is a content‑based regulation of
speech,'' Stevens said. ``The vagueness of such a regulation raises special
First Amendment concerns because of its obvious chilling effect on free

``As a matter of constitutional tradition ... we presume that governmental
regulation of the content of speech is more likely to interfere with the
free exchange of ideas than to encourage it,'' Stevens said.

Chief Justice William Rehnquist and Justice Sandra Day O'Connor agreed
that the law was unconstitutional in that it would restrict adults' access to
material they otherwise would be entitled to see.

Writing for the two, O'Connor said they would invalidate the law only in
those circumstances. That part of the court's ruling was unanimous.
But O'Connor said for the two dissenters that she would uphold other
restrictions that prohibited the use of indecent speech in communications
between an adult and one or more minors.

In his statement, Clinton said, ``The Internet is an incredibly powerful
medium for freedom of speech and freedom of expression that should be
protected. But there is material on the Internet that is clearly
inappropriate for children ... We must give parents and teachers the tools
they need to make the Internet safe for children.''

Isn't that fantastic?? This means that sites like mine will no longer be messed with!!

Well that's it for today worthless ones... I have a full day planned with one of my little slave‑boys, so gotta go get dressed for it... now where did I put those black 5" heels that I just got?

Wednesday, June 25, 1997

Today's Lesson.... Everyone READ!

06/25/97 ‑ Hello there.... are we all behaving ourselves like proper little boys?? Mommy doesn't have to give you a spanking does she??

You know a lot of women have been writing to me asking how do they go about dominating a man or where to find one at... well I started thinking about it tonite, and I thought that some of the most important things are:

Five Rules for Controlling the Male:

1. Finances: The female controls all financial decisions in the relationship.

2. Work: Females work as much as they want to; males work as much as they have to.

3. Desire: Females are wanted, males want.

4. Motivation: Females drive, males are driven.

5. Pleasure: Female pleasure is what matters; male pleasure is a distant second. Males cum only by female permission.

The male who successfully seduces females is rare. Much more common is the sex‑starved male, the one who will do anything; _anything_ for you. If you're tired of your typical relationships and want something where you're in control, practice first with those males you catch staring at you in public, but who you can see are afraid of you and won't make the first move. Even if you don't say anything to such a male, you can tease him and give him memories which will last him literally years, if you carry out some of the techniques described here:

"The Tease"

Make no mistake about it. Many males love to be teased. People can say it isn't true, but that doesn't change the reality of it all. There are those males you will need to weed out ‑ those males who don't like being teased ‑ but for the most part, males love it. There is nothing greater than putting a worm under a female sex spell. If you can cast a female sex spell you can enrapture, influence, and enslave many males, and they will love you for it. You can tease simply by doing the following things..... Dress in slightly revealing clothing, click your well‑manicured nails a lot. Wear seductive perfume and grow your hair out. Work on your voice. Men love sexxy voices, that is one reason phone sex lines make so much money... 75% of slaves who I've done sessions with and who type me up a follow‑up letter always mention in the letter about my very sweet and seductive voice, and how it just enthrall them :>) Next comes my hair - long and red, and silky soft.... invest in a good hair salon. I pay upwards of $250 every time I go in for a cut and colour.

The typical sex‑starved male is made passive by the popularity of women's liberation and feminism that we've seen over the past few decades. Humiliation works wonders also!! These males will suck your toes, give you a pedicure, kiss your ass, wash your underwear, do your shopping; they'll do just about anything for you if you simply walk into their life and take hold of the leash which is displayed invisibly along with their poor helpless puppy dog looks as you see them around you in your day to day life. Once you have a date with a nice whimpy, needy guy, then you have a potential slave. Make sure you find a guy who's successful financially but not so much sexually. Typically (but not always) these are men who have worked very hard and made a lot of money, but have no real experience with women, and they're often very passive sexually. Once you have such a guy on a date, you can, at the end of the night, explain that you're on your period. You can offer to get him off another, special way. Then you pull a pair or two of satin panties from your purse and wrap them around his cock, which you've pulled from his pants. This is one of the first major, feminizing moves you can make. You may find that a lot of these males already have experience with panties.

The typical wimp will be in heaven now. You will have just fulfilled all of his dreams. He will be under your power from then on, as long as you provide attention now and then to his poor little worm, that appendage of his which has made him so helpless and flustered in the sexual arena his entire life. Typically you can get his worm hard, then let it go, and simply rub his chest or shoulders for awhile as you talk with him. You can then go back to making the worm hard again, then let go. Make it clear that he is not to cum.

All of my slaves have to cum on command, and only if instructed..... You can decide whether to allow him to touch himself. This is one of my personal favourites, I love to see pathetic worms jacking off. If you want to see the male cum and if you get good at it like me, you can control exactly when that will happen. Once you have that ability you can keep him completely hypnotized. The longer you avoid letting him cum the more frustrated, pleading, and most importantly obedient, he will become. It's up to you whether to bring him off that first night, or whether to leave the panties with him, telling him to zip up and finish himself off inside, or take the panties altogether, and tell him to have sweet dreams. Whatever you do from there, the relationship will be in your control then.

One technique you can use on an early date is to play with the male's worm, and get him all hot and bothered, then stop and inform him that you don't believe in traditional intercourse, but that there is another type of intercourse he can perform on you instead, if he is willing to be a little open minded. With your nails tenderly tapping his member and you whispering sweetly in his ear, he will be highly aroused and curious. Then you have to convince him to take a double‑ended dildo into his mouth, and to fuck you with it, using the other end. This is a great way to both pleasure yourself safely while denying him nature's greatest achievement in his mind, intercourse. As you come in waves of pleasure while he sweetly sucks one end of a dildo and fucks you with the other end, playing with himself using panties you've given him but not allowed to cum, you will have achieved a position of fairly total control over him. If you have a male servicing you in this manner, it is safe to say that he has become your slave.

There are men out there whom you can continue to feminize in this manner and they will become ever more docile, servile, and feminine under your guiding hand. Just remember that the key is to keep the male from orgasm, and to have him cum in humiliating ways such as on your feet where you order him to lick the cum off, or on your ass cheek where he is also ordered to lick the cum off. You can have him cum while playing with himself with a pair of panties and sucking a large dildo. You can have him on his back, bent around so his penis is over his face, then have him cum all over his own face. As twisted as this might seem to some of you, a great number of males enjoy such treatment. It is up to you to take advantage (like I have) of the great number of males in this society who desire such "sex."

This is also why it is so important to deny the male his orgasm so much of the time. When the male is aroused, he is in a state of great desire, want, and ongoing pleasure. This is a great
motivation in his wanting to please you, because you have become the source of his pleasure through your manipulation. If you let him cum too soon, he may lose interest. As a female dominant, there are only two types of "sex" you should share with the male. You should either deny intercourse completely, or if you decide to fuck that rare male, fuck him so thoroughly that he will be convinced of your superiority. Never let your hands or body off of his member and make him cum multiple times, thoroughly exhausting him. Either through denial or through "too much sex" you can establish your dominance. The bottom line is that when you let a man cum, make it two or more "loads." His sexual inferiority will become apparent in either case. If you're going to fuck a guy, make sure he's wealthy or has worked very hard for you. Many dominants I've talked to only have intercourse with the male once in a blue moon, if at all. Some are lesbian and never have conventional intercourse with males; such women can put a man in their female thrall nonetheless. For me, I don't have sex with men very often, in fact I actually can't remember the last time that I did. I do have sex with some women, but that's basically conventional sex, so I don't consider myself in any way a full blown lesbian... I'm definitely bi!

Now if you are already married, or thinking of getting married then you should definitely have:

"The Productive Marriage"

This is a special type of marriage, practiced by dominant females and their loving males. In this marriage, there is little or no conventional intercourse, usually depending upon whether the female wants children. If she wants kids, then she will typically let the male fuck her for that purpose alone. In this atypical marriage, the male has his orgasms strictly regulated, perhaps to once a week or once a month. The male is typically a dynamo in some field such as industry. At night, the couple might sleep in a "spoon" position, female on her side, male behind her, with his penis tucked between her thighs. There is no intercourse. Females who understand how to harness and control the male's sexuality end up with the greatest producers, and that in my opinion is what it is all about. What possible use is a male who produces nothing? Females who establish marriages with sexual control also know more love than females who are not so particular. I don't know but I've been told that, to a woman, being loved is the most important thing in the world. If you take control of the desiring male's sexuality, you will know more love than you could have ever dreamt of, at least from a human being. Again, in the marriage where the male sex is strictly regulated, that male typically produces vast wealth for the female or is very productive in many other ways....

"The Feminized Male "

The key to feminizing the male through female sexual and sensual manipulation is in understanding that in our society there are a lot of men who wish to be feminized and used as a sex object by an aggressive female. Part of female control or domination is the feminization of the male. In this culture there is a large subset of males just waiting to be feminized. You can achieve this in the male by introducing him to the pleasures of lingerie, or by convincing him to suck on a dildo. You can further feminize the male by giving him female hormones. If you've read this far you're obviously not shocked at any of this. To some dominant women, the ultimate male is the shemale.

Anyhow, this is basically all I can think of off the top of my head for right now, but perhaps I can keep adding to it, when I have more time to sit down and collect my thoughts... perhaps some of you worms reading this right now, have some ideas on how other women (perhaps your wife) could control and dominate you?? Let's hear some.... post comments!

Tuesday, June 24, 1997

Leg Show Magazine!

06/24/97 ‑ Good morning slave boys, well what a busy day I've got planned!! I'll tell you all about it later if I feel like it :>)

I just found out today that I'm featured in this months issue of Leg Show Magazine..... the centerfold no less! I'll have to go out and make a point of picking it up. Isn't this neat ‑‑ Secret Mag, and Leg Show Mag in the same month!!

Monday, June 23, 1997

French Maids.

06/23/97 ‑ Hi slaves, well today has been very busy around here with sessions etc., and lots of goings on... that's it for this evening, I had a full afternoon of new slaves, and I'm rather tired.... I'm going to go call Larry, and have him haul his sissy ass over to our house this evening to give me a nice massage, and foot rub.

We also desperately need our house cleaned, and I know that he just loves to take off work, and spend hours doing my cleaning dressed as a little french maid. I have laundry piled almost to the ceiling that needs washed, dried, and ironed.... not too mention all of the hand washing that he'll have to do what with all my used panties, and stockings etc., etc., laying all around!!

Sunday, June 22, 1997

Tina Turner concert & legs... more legs..

06/22/97 ‑ Hey there doggies & worms..... yesterday was a lazy day for me, I got a great massage from one of my slaves, and then Nichole & Diana took over playing in the dungeon most of the afternoon. Nichole, Diana, myself, and a few of our other friends went last night to see Tina Turner in concert, at the Nissan Pavillion at Stone Ridge & it was fantastic. Unfortunately we were only able to get lawn seats, BUT, it turned out really well... We rented lawn chairs, and as I sat down in it, and kicked off my shoes to rub my feet in the cooler grass, I started to look around, and people watch. God this would be a foot fetishes heaven. I couldn't believe how many pairs of bare feet there were around me..

Women were walking around bare foot, and were peeling their stockings, and shoes off everywhere around me. Not too mention when the concert started, all they featured over and over again were Tina's fantastic looking legs, and her beautiful heels, as she danced around and strutted her stuff! Hanes was sponsoring the concert, so there were advertisements all around of stockinged legs, and feet, it really was quite funny. I was trying desperately to scope out the men, and see if any of them were paying an over‑abundance of attention to any of these bare feet, or shots of Tina's legs & feet!!

Anyhow, if you're a foot fetishist, and aside from the beach were you'd see lots of bare feet playing in the sand, I think the next best place to go see thousands of feet would be an outdoor concert! The concert was fantastic, it was a pity however that we hadn't thought to drag a slave along, cause we had to carry our own lawn chairs, and drinks....not to mention, we had to walk back to get to our cars.... and we really should have brought a blanket, and a cooler of water or something, it really was very hot out yesterday. A little helper slave boy would have been the ideal end to an ideal night!

By the way, if you want to get on our good side.... well you should buy us concert tickets for Nissan Pavillion much more often.... for instance, No Doubt, Garth Brooks, and Lollapallozza is coming up, and all of us here would love tickets to go see it... and perhaps you could be our little helper.... (and don't worry about sending us too many tickets, we have MANY girlfriends that would just love to accompany us to a concert!!)

Well that's it for today's updates, we're up to our pretty eyes in sessions today, and I'm about to do some slave training in just over an hour, so I've got to go get my other outfit on, after that, we're all off to the pool for a nice cool swim!!

Friday, June 20, 1997

Men should treat women with love, respect & caring..

06/20/97 ‑ Well slave boys what's up with all of you? I have a few special treats in store for all of you ‑‑ for a special ass sniffing slave of Ms Nichole's... a farting video clip! Yes Sniffy this is just for you darling, and we're all looking forward to seeing you again soon. Ms Nichole & Ms Diana are both planning on eating a good hearty meal or two at Taco Bell for lunch and possibly dinner... How does that sound sniffy? In fact I'm sure that not only will you get some nice aromatic farts in your face, they'll also allow you to dine in..... Won't you just adore that sniffy darling??

Enough of that.... I spent yesterday afternoon transforming this obnoxious little fucking worm. Boy was he a pain in the ass... His wife, (poor dear) sent him to me for some abuse, and training. She simply can't take him any longer, poor woman is at the end of her tether.

She lied to him, and tricked him into coming to my dungeon, boy was he not expecting what I had in store for him... wink, wink... I answered the door myself, looking like a school teacher.... Short black skirt, black full fashioned stockings, black heels, and a white silk blouse, with my hair pinned up, and my glasses on... With heels on I was looking down at him, (just the way I like it) and I was thinking how much I was going to enjoy humiliating, and taking this little fuck down a peg or two... I'd spent an hour or more on the phone with his wife earlier in the day, and couldn't believe my ears at the things she was telling me.....

He doesn't help with cleaning up ‑‑ expects her to do everything, washing, ironing, hoovering, dusting, cooking, washing the cars etc., etc., the list went on and on.... and as I listened, I was getting more and more enraged...

Mothers day had come and gone, and he hadn't gotten her flowers, or anything, no nice romantic dinner, nothing.... Oh yes I was going to enjoy this one... He'd cheated on her several times, and basically just abused her trust, and her love.

She explained to me that she simply couldn't stand this any longer, and jokingly had thought to herself, that it would be so much nicer to come home in the evening after a long hard day at her office to find the kids doing homework, the house already cleaned, and dinner waiting for her on the table, with her little sissy maid ready to serve her, and service her all night long.. every night... She was sick of the pathetic 5 minute fucking that he gave her once or twice a week, she wanted more, much more out of life.... She wanted to be pampered, and adored. She wanted him to worship the ground she walked on, and most of all, she wanted him to be afraid, very afraid...
I stepped behind him and locked the door quickly and quietly. I then ushered him inside, and told him that he was here for a very special evening... He looked at me like I was crazy, and was about to open his mouth to speak, when I brought my hand up quickly and slapped him in the face. I told him that he would only speak when spoken to, and that his training was about to begin.... I reached for his hands, and quickly cuffed him, I then led him into my dungeon. He was protesting, and asking if I was crazy.... so I slapped him again, and again, and again... right in the face, across his jaw. Whap, Whap, Whap... That brought silence. I told him to get down on his knees in front of me, and there was no response from him, he obviously still didn't know who he was dealing with.... so I raised my knee quickly and knocked him in the crotch. That brought him to his knees quickly enough :>) His hands went down to the floor, as he tried to get his balance... So I stood on them. I ground my spiked heel into his hands. He made an awful mistake of calling me a bitch at that point, and staring me in the eye. I hate disrespect, especially from a fucking man. I lifted my leg, and kicked him in the stomach. He fell down to the floor, cursing me out, so I kicked him again, this time in the head. What an idiot. You'd think with this much abuse, he'd get with the programme real quick...

I was standing over him, when he had the raw nerve to spit on my shoe.... so I decided he should have my shoe, shoved first deep in his mouth, to get it nicely oiled up.... if you get my jist. I grabbed him by the hair, and shoved my foot in and out of his mouth. Once it was nice and wet, I dragged him by the hair over to my spanking bench. I told him that I was going to count to three, and that he'd better be over it, otherwise, I was going to kick, and beat the shit out of him...

The stupid worm refused. I'd just about had enough. I grabbed his shirt, and ripped it totally off his chest. I shredded it. I reached for a knife, and I held it to his face. I ordered him to stand up. He did it. I took the knife slowly down his chest to his pants. I pushed him against the wall, and
restrained his hands to the hooks above his head.... I could smell fear. I liked that. I smiled at him as I told him what I was going to do with that knife... I've always had castration fantasies... :>) I twisted the knife under his pants button, and cut it right off, his pants fell open in the front exposing his boxer shorts and then slid down to his knees. I slid the knife into the slit on his shorts, and cut away his boxers.... I commanded him to step out of his torn up shorts, and trousers. I was going to put a pair of nice silky panties on him instead. I saw a look of horror on his face, and I chuckled! As I pulled the black and red silky panties up his legs, and over his exposed crotch, I saw and felt his body shiver in anticipation of what was going to happen next.....

And, guess what slaves, you too will have to wait to find out what else happened yesterday afternoon... I am busy with other changes....

Ms Ashleigh, and Ms Keri, are no longer going to be doing sessions, they've been doing other interests.

Thursday, June 19, 1997

Getting to know YOU..

06/19/97 ‑Yesterday I had a great foot worship session with a really sweet submissive, from N.Jersey. He gave me an awesome toe licking, and foot sucking, and it was his first time basically ever doing it before... Gosh fantasizing must really pay off!! Because he was so good, and it was sending major shivers up and down my spine, I allowed the poor sod to cum on one of my beautiful feet, only, if he licked it all clean afterwards..... Boy did he flood my foot :>) Once he got home, he sent me a really nice e‑mail,

Ms. Julie ‑

I have just arrived home from our first meeting. I was totally & nonetheless captivated. You are stunningly beautiful. Your voice was quite sensual and enrapturing, and your touch melted my will instantly. I must, officially, state that it was, indeed, a great pleasure to meet you. You must pardon my dumbfoundedness at the dungeon, for I was still in a state of awe about what had just transpired. I was surprised at how much I enjoyed my spanking. Your soft caresses between blows kept me confused and on edge. And, each strike brought more pleasure than pain. (Go figure.) Obviously, I enjoyed my rectal stimulation ‑ I think that was quite obvious! :) And, my noises were ones of delight, not of particular pressure, nor pain. I hope that we can transgress the level that we reached today, so that, one day, I may be able to allow you to fully penetrate me. Finally, I was overjoyed, like a little boy on Christmas day, with your feet. I could probably have sat there all day and night, kissing and sucking them. (Grin.) I do wish that I would have had time to be given the gift of your precious fluids. But, in my state of ecstasy, I completely forgot about it. Well, I guess that was part of the plan...to leave me yearning for more...to work to a loftier goal for the future. Once again, I thank you for allowing me this privilege of being under your tutelage. I hope I did not disappoint you too much.

These letters are an important part of what transpires after and before subsequent sessions. I like to know the feelings that were present, and the thoughts that were going through the subs head during, and after the sessions. And, I have to admit, I can use them to my advantage..... for instance, the little sweetie was dying to drink from the golden cup.... well I'll have to just tease the hell out of him next time knowing that....

Tuesday, June 17, 1997

Tongue my sweaty feet...

06/17/97 ‑ Whew what a weekend, I tell you!! I met this wonderful toilet slave on Saturday morning, and spent 3 hours training him. He was great!! He'd only ever done this twice before, but was acting like a pro‑shit eater!! Luckily for him I'd eaten Mexicano the night before ‑ beef & bean burritos etc., etc., and boy did I have a load to drop or what that following morning! God, the turds were huge!! Needless to say, my toilet did a fantastic job!! I'll definitely be seeing him again, and again, and again!! Luckily for me, he lives almost literally down the street :>) Perhaps I'll have him over every day for breakfast??

Sunday was a trip. I have this sissy slave that I've been training called Larry ‑ well Larry just revealed to me that he loves shoes (what is it with all these sissy slaves that I find? All of them have shoe, or foot fetishes??) so we went to the mall in search of those perfect pair of shoes!! I was imagining a new pair of spikes, or 5" heels, but, you'll never guess what his fetish is for.... Jelly's ‑ you know ‑‑ those plastic, hot pink/green/clear coloured shoes, that mostly kids wear ‑‑ you know what those look like right?? Well I now have them in every colour ‑ which is great, cause I'll wear them to the pool every day! Must be something about them tho ‑ maybe they smell more than other shoes cause you're wearing them in your bare feet? Or is it because the indentations of your feet show up rather quickly, compared with other shoes?? Or do they smell more funky than other shoes?? Do any of my other slaves have a fetish for Jelly's?? Anyhow, he was ready to blow his load when he saw them in this shoe shop window, he begged me to go in, and allow him to put them on my feet... After making him sweat for a few minutes, I agreed... I of course made him get down on his hands and knees, and put them on properly. He was just oohing, and aaahing all over them... It was so funny to see!! Anyhow, I explained to the girl working there, that my sissy friend had a thing for shoes.... well dear old Larry just about keeled over at that comment, but a jelly in his face, brought him back to reality!! After Larry had purchased the Jelly's in every colour imaginable, I had him put one pair on me, and we walked around Montgomery Mall. After an hour or two, I noticed that my feet were beginning to slide in & around them, and that they were squeaking from the sweat gathering. Larry's ears perked up, and he was drooling right there in the mall. I decided that we should go back to the dungeon, and that he should clean my feet with his tongue, and my new shoes.... I also got a great foot massage out of it!! :>) What a wonderful afternoon!

Saturday, June 14, 1997

Tools of Torture..

06/14/97 ‑ Well slaves, things are finally under control here, getting the site passworded etc., has taken an incredible amount of time, work, and effort, and that's why my journals haven't been quite as full as before :>) So for all of you who were waiting for me to get back up to speed ‑‑ the time is NOW!! What did you think of all the pictures I updated this morning?

I have to say that Ms Nichole & Ms Diana have been taking my dungeon by storm for the past couple of weeks. They've been having WAY too much fun!! Seriously tho, their sessions have been going great, I've been taking a peek into a couple of them here and there, and have found them suspending, smothering, trampling, spanking, cross‑dressing, and god knows what else to slaves!! Don't you love their newest trampling pictures?

Goddess Dee‑Dee has been watching and learning, and strutting her stuff with a couple of my long time slaves, whom she's been practicing on :>) She had to learn how to hold the whips, paddles, and riding crops correctly, to have the best effect, and no marks on the slave... I'd say that she's doing very well ‑ Sissy Larry only had a couple of welts on his behind, after taking approx 3,000 lashes with various implements downstairs. :>)

Mistress Nichole seems to have gone into partnership with a brand new maker of erotic, elegant, dungeon equipment. In fact today we received a beautiful new bench that we're putting together, and I must say it looks just fantastic. The head has a set of stocks that are adjustable, and at the feet there are a set of ankle stocks. It's about 6'7" in length, and has eye hooks all around for roping some poor unsuspecting slave to. She's been busy thinking up other designs of torture, and torment!

Thursday, June 12, 1997

What do you think of capital punishments?

06/12/97 ‑I've spent today e‑mailing new slaves their passwords and user‑id's. Yesterday I spent the entire day at the pool, lounging in the sun, and swimming. It was very nice and relaxing.

Nichole & Diana spent most of today lounging in the yard, drinking daiquiris, and getting their large and lovely bods tanned!! Larry one of our sissy maids was bar tending for them, and I could see him rushing in and out with ice, fresh strawberries, and whipped cream, and anything else that they asked for. On the plus side, they did let him oil them down :>)

I got a great massage from him later this afternoon, while they were in the tub getting all their oil, and sun screen off. Poor Diana tho, I told her not to use baby oil ‑‑ but would she listen, well now she's burnt to a crisp, and is complaining that she didn't realize that she'd get so much sun!!!

I've been reading a really neat book ‑‑ it's kinda gruesome ‑ just the way I like them ‑‑ It's called Execution Tools and Techniques, by Bart Rommel. It lists all the techniques used to officially extinguish human life ‑ hanging, electrocution, beheading, shooting, gassing, lethal injection, burning, drowning, entombment, drawing & quartering, and death by.... torture. There's also a chapter on future technology, including microwaves, lasers, and other high‑tech killing machines. This book is not for those with weak stomaches, however, it is a great book on capital punishment.

Well that's it for tonite, I'm off down to the dungeon to let out my little sissy maid larry. I'm sure he's really cramped in that little cage :>)

Tuesday, June 10, 1997


06/10/97 ‑I spent last night taking many pics of Nichole & Diana... in kinky naked poses, and I'll be spending most of the rest of this week uploading them to my computer, and editing them, then they'll be submitting them to places such as BUF, and Plumpers Magazine and BBW's Magazine.

Saturday, June 07, 1997


06/07/97 ‑ OK, the first month of subscriptions will soon be up, so if you signed up at the beginning for one month, you will need to get those renewals in to me....

The entire site will be going through major renovations... and this will be taking place over the next couple of weeks, in order to make room for many new pictures, and video clips. I'll also be introducing you to a brand new Mistress that has been training with us, who I know will just knock your socks off!!

Thursday, June 05, 1997

Goddess Dee-Dee

06/05/97 ‑I just got my new issue of Secret Magazine (Issue #12) ‑ and lo and behold, there's an interview with MOI in it!! You will have to go out and purchase it and read the interview very carefully!! They did an awesome job!

I've been training a new Mistress for the past few weeks, and she will be joining our empire shortly. Her name is Goddess Dee‑Dee and she'll be having some pics etc., done and put on the website shortly. She too will be keeping a journal, and will perhaps tell you all about her training period. I'd have to say that it was pretty grueling, but I just don't want anyone deciding to pick up a whip and beat people, with no training.... Tonight was spent with her trying on some hot new outfits that she bought for herself.. very sexxy!!

Ms Nichole & Ms Diana have booked a Saturday photo session (and no doubt sex session!!) for the early morning, so no doubt they will have lots of hot stories for all of you!! They are going to be doing some hot 2‑girl pics & trampling pics.

Ms Keri & Ms Ashleigh are still in school, and are being kept super busy with finals etc., they are hoping to be working full time again sometime around July. I know that you all will be waiting patiently for their updates again :>)

Well that's it for tonite, I'm off to bed, need my beauty sleep and all that good stuff!! :>) Goodnite slaves!!

Sunday, June 01, 1997

Wanna take some pictures?

06/01/97 ‑What a nice weekend I had... I received some lovely roses from Ned this Saturday, thanks ever so much, however I felt so bad when he told me that during our last session together I'd caused him to tear some cartilage or something.... how did it happen?? Well it seems at the very beginning of our session when dear Ned was strapped down to my spanking bench, and I was in front of him, I teased him by flashing my tits at him, and squeezing my nipples... I told him if his tongue could reach either of my nipples, he'd be allowed to suck on them....

Well poor Ned stretched and stretched, but just couldn't for the life of him get to my tits.... it was fun watching him try, and after some pretty good efforts, I rewarded him.... well doing all of that stretching in that awkward position, seemed to make some cartilage pop out of place.... I didn't know anything about it, and the session continue to get pretty hot, several hours later the session ended and he went home. Later that evening he had to go to the emergency room, where they asked him how on earth something like that happened.... Gosh I just don't know what I would have told them in ER :>) Anyhow, it can't have been that bad really cause two weeks later he's back as usual, and ready for more!!!

I also got two pretty good foot massages from new slaves this weekend ‑‑ they need some training, but all in all they were pretty good. I didn't have to chastise either of them too much .

My digital camera broke ‑‑ piece of shit.... We were going quite well up to that point.. we'd taken a couple of hundred pictures for the web page, and our own personal collections, when it just died, unable to be resurrected!!

So if anyone wants to be really generous, and to really get in my good books.... you know what I really want..... that's right, I want you to loan us your digital camera - we'll even let you take the pictures.. we just don't want our moments to go by uncaptured!