Thursday, August 31, 2006

1789 & Dungeon time..

Well I guess as of today, summer is officially over... boo hoo... I know I had a ton of time off this summer frolicking in the sun & laying by pools, but it's never really enough is it? I do find that the more playtime you have, the more you want ;-)

When I wasn't playing around I was working at the gym, which most of the time, I love it, but sometimes, it can be a tad boring ;-)

Last night, Olivia took me out to dinner at 1789, downtown DC.. it was delicious. He likes to show me off ~ which is kinda funny, because if the big wigs he introduced me to, even knew what kinky ass things he did for me, they'd DIE! Anyway, it was nice to get all dressed up & then pig out!! LOL.. I had a whole rack of lamb, not to mention soup, sorbet, and a salad!! Yummy..... We used to love heading off to Dream Dresser (although the fear of being seen for Olivia was enough to give her a heart attack coming in and out) after a night out downtown, but it's been closed now for at least a year, so we walked and reminisced (wow I had to think for a minute how to spell that!!!) about all the things we used to get up to in there!!

So many times we went and both played dress up, before finding and settling on new outfits for us both. The staff knew us well, and we kept them entertained! Anyway, talking about it all on the way home, got me really horny & wanting to play. I don't think I've been down in the dungeon since the beginning of summer!!!

When we arrived back at my place, I told Olivia to go downstairs and set the mood for me - that means brushing away the cobwebs, lighting the candles, putting on the music, and making sure everything is neat and tidy before we begin. I went upstairs and got out of my $1,000 dress, and slipped on a pair of fence net thigh highs, with no panties, a short leather mini skirt, a waist cincher (boobs out) and slipped on a pair of killer black heels, and let my hair down.

Olivia was waiting for me, assuming the position. She was already naked, on her knees, head bent, and arms behind her back, in front of my throne. I strode over, and sat down in front of her. I then told her what I wanted her to fetch. The gold collar, suspension arm binders, and her special cock ring. When she came back, I placed the collar around her neck, and had her place her arms in the binder. I had her raise them above her head, and I attached them to the mount. I then turned it on, the bar started to move, and pretty soon she was struggling to be on her tip toes. I stopped it, and then went around front to put on her cock ring - her cock was already hard -- to hard to get it on. I grabbed my riding crop, and took a few paces backwards. I love to watch her, watch me. She watches my every move so intently, and that in a way turns me on big time.

I gave her 10 with the crop, across her cock. It went just a little limp, (still not enough to get the ring on) so I decided a flogging on her backside was in order. I slowly walked past her, running my nails over her stomach, and reached for my flogger. I stepped back, and then let her have it. God it felt so good, feeling it flying through the air, and seeing it land on her arse, gave me tingles all over. (Why haven't I been playing more???)

Twenty five of those, and her cock was almost flaccid. That and the fact that her arms were killing her, trying to hold on as she flew forward everytime the flogger made contact with her ass. I brought her back to her feet, and had her spread her legs, so I could attach ankle restraints, and a spreader bar. I took the binders off, and attached cuffs so that she was making an X.

I grabbed some lube, and got her cock ring on, and immediately she was rock hard again ~ this time it was bouncing all over the place, and dripping some pre-cum. I love that! I love seeing a slave at my mercy, and their cock exposed, and dead hard. I grabbed the nipple clamps, and put them on, adding more tension, with every turn of the screw. I slid my ass up against her cock, pushing against her, and rubbing my stockinged leg against hers. She loves it when I rub my hair against her chest, and almost goes weak at the knees when I do it. I grabbed a paddle, and went behind her once more. Thirty swats to the behind, and then some teasing. I was HOTTER than hell by this stage -- I came back around so she could see me rub my cunt, and play with my nipples.

I wheeled the gyno table over to where we were playing (thank god it's got good casters), and eased myself into it. I put my legs in the stirrups, laid back, and told her to watch me masturbate myself. All the time I was watching her, watch me, and it looked like her cock was going to explode, with no touching at all necessary. I rubbed my finger over my clit, until it was standing out, and then fingered myself... it didn't take me long before I was gushing cum everywhere. When I was done, I got up, slid over to her, and slid my fingers into her mouth, making her clean them off for me.

Now it was her turn for the chair. I slid out of my skirt, and got my strap on out, slipped it on, and restrained her to the gyno table. Her legs were spread wide, and up in the air, and her pretty little tight hole was just peeking out at me. Before I fucked her, I climbed up and sat on her face, making her taste my cum, through the leather hole of the strap on. I whacked her face a few times with my cock, and then forced her to deep throat it, and get it nice and wet, before I fucked her up the arse with it.

I fucked her real good... I slammed my cock into her, and fucked her hard, while she was begging to cum, and begging me to slow down, so she wouldn't cum... it was fucking hot!!!

Anyone else up for it? Post your comments here!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

The Illusionist..

Well guys, after a good mornings workout at the gym, myself and 3 girlfriends went and pigged out on soup and salad for lunch, and then hit the movies to see Edward Norton's new movie "The Illusionist"... It was a pretty good movie, but after almost 2 hours of weight lifting and cardio, I found it difficult to stop from snoozing off.... even with this dishy looking (maybe single) guy in front of me who was there on a date with his two sons -- who was perhaps divorced, or perhaps just being a really good family guy and giving his wife some much need R&R???

How many of you step it up from time to time, and take on an extra few chores, or tell your wife to go out and enjoy herself, while you hold the fort at home??? That should be on your TO DO list this week. Cook dinner (or pick it up) at least twice this upcoming week, and make sure that you clean up afterwards. Also, tell her to put together a shopping list, and take the kids and go grocery shopping ~ so she has an hour or two to put her feet up and relax.

Afterwards we went to Starbucks for iced americano's (no water) to give us all a jolt & pep us up again!! After that I hit Whole Foods to pick up some halibut & asparagus for dinner, O-soy yogurt & bear naked cereal for breakfast, and 5 chicken breasts for tomorrows meal plan. I also got some cranberry juice, apple sauce, brown rice, broccoli, lima beans, and edamame. Eating every 3 hours really works for me, helps me stay awake and focused, and helps me to not pile on the pounds.... (and yes that's all just for tomorrow!!!)

Unfortunately for me, Olivia is working extremely hard at her job currently, so I'm no longer getting all my meals prepared for me, and fitting in all this cooking is tough -- I try to do it before bed at night, or at 4.30am in the morning!!

I was thinking of trying the Nutrisystem plan - they pre-package all foods for a month and mail them to you -- remember Zora or whatever her name was, the chick who competed on one of those reality tv shows a while back? I guess she's now the spokesperson for them, and looks damn good!! Went from a size 4 to a 0.... Maybe I should make Olivia stay up for a few days, and pre-package me healthy, fresh meals that I can stick in the freezer.... and take to the gym..... hmmmmm

Tuesday, August 22, 2006


Does anyone else watch this hilarious, dark comedy about an unemployed suburban mother (Mary Louise Parker) who, after her husband dies, deals marijuana to maintain her lifestyle...?? I sat down last night to watch the first two episodes of this new season ~ fucking hilarious! Nancy goes to a weed conference ~ where they hell are these things held at, and how does one get an invite??? After breaking it off with Peter the DEA agent, he drives by her house, and tells her he knows that she's a drug dealer ~ wonder where their relationship will go from here? Can a DEA officer find it within himself to date a drug dealer? Albeit a very sexy one? You can watch the first episode of the second season on MSN VIDEO (just do a search for WEEDS). Also unfortunately, because this is MSN, you'll need to use Internet Explorer to view the video.

The billboard advertisements for Showtime's Weeds are driving stoners crazy in New Zealand. The billboards are three dimensional, with giant bags of pot bulging off of them. New Zealanders keep stealing the "pot" from the billboards, so the advertising company set up security cameras to catch the thieves in the act. At least one stoner takes a tumble while trying to score some major weed.
Watch the video here! What a brilliant marketing idea, but how dumb are you to believe that it's actually weed that's stuffed in there??? You smell that? It's called creativity. In an effort to drum up even more "buzz" for the second season of Weeds, Showtime placed an ad in the August 24th issue of Rolling Stone. This ad was special though. Similar to the hundreds of fragrance ads offering whiffs of Paris Hilton's latest vomit inducing stench, the Weeds ad had a scent strip of it's own. Guess what it smelled like?

Here's some more great stuff about Weed(s) & the characters:

Celia Hodes / Elizabeth Perkins (NY Daily Times)
Pro-Weed? Mary Louise Parker
High Times Magazine
Temple 420
Talk Left
White House Drug Policy

So what's your position on Weed, or on the show??

Saturday, August 19, 2006

More confessions of a whip wielding closet whore!

OK, I can see this is going to have to be a job that I give to Olivia, I just have way too much stuff! Started going through my fetish closets, and boy, is there lots in it! Wish I knew of a way to let other newbie dommes know - so they could get their wardrobes up to speed without having to pay an absolute fortune, like I once did!!!

So what do you think of my listing description?

I have a gorgeous kid leather teddy/bustier, size small, black of course, ready to go to a good home! It's looking for an exciting, take charge woman to fill it out!
I've worn it a few times, with stockings, and extremely high stiletto heels, but it looks like brand new.... and smells oh so sweetly of leather.
Two buckles on each side, with lycra back. Studs around choker collar, and around bust. Snaps around neck, and snaps in crotch.

Wanna see?

Confessions of a closet whore!

OK, well I figured I'd be good, and come home and do something useful for a change. I decided that if I am going to be moving in the near future, then I need to thin out my closets... yes that's right.. more than one closet!! I have numerous bedroom closets all stuffed with my shit. Looking in the first closet though, I'm not sure that I can take this kinda stuff to goodwill, so I figured I'd ebay it... LOL!

How's these for hot lips? Can you imagine me actually going out in that?? I did... to a party at Taboo one Saturday night, just a few weeks ago -- however, it was in MEXICO!! I think I definitely blew a few minds that night though...

Hmmmm... let's see what else I can find to part with ;-)

Better Batter...

Well last night for the first time in a LONG time I stayed home. My friend Elizabeth came over around 9.30pm and brought a pint of Maggie Moo's Better Batter ice cream with her... yummy! We curled up on the couch together in our PJ's, and fluffy slippers (I know can you imagine)??? and ate an entire tub between us while watching back to back episodes of Entourage (HBO) that I've been saving up all season long!

Of course around 1am when we were curled up in my big bed together, I started really missing my implants!! She had hers done about a year ago, and god they look amazing. Mine now feel miniscule compared to hers, and boy do I miss bursting out of tops, and being able to suck on my own nipples!!! I also have lost my ability to orgasm from just simply playing with my breasts and nipples, I guess now that they're my regular old size, they just don't turn me on as much. I also logistically know that they're bad for my health, but I STILL WANT THEM! pout pout...

Anyways, I hadn't seen Elizabeth in months, and actually haven't fucked her in even longer, so last night was pretty damn hot! I have an amazing toy collection, and we got about half way through it - we were still cumming and going strong at 4am this morning. We got ourselves kinda hot talking about some stuff we'd been doing with slaves since we'd last seen one another, and by the time we both went up to bed, we were definitely slippery down there ;-)

Olivia showed up at 9am this morning with breakfast in bed for both of us ~ she'd picked it up at La Madelaine - some awesomely fattening croissant with ham and cheese inside, along with some fresh strawberries ~ it was delicious. It's now 11.40am and I've just had my second meal of the day -- left over salmon from last night, with some carrots, mushrooms and potatoes! It was pretty damn good too! Now I'm wondering what I'll have for lunch around 1ish... yeah I eat a lot, and after talking to a few of you, I think you all should realize that the more you eat, the better you'll feel, and the more weight you'll lose! Throughout the day I try to eat every 2-3 hours.

Actually I've threatened before that all of you should get on a good workout schedule, so perhaps it's time to enforce it... how many of you need to lose weight? Tone up? Well here's what I want out of you for the next week:

First of all - join a gym - a good one. Plan on going at least 5 days a week.

Give me your stats - how tall, your weight, your age, male/female?

Lose 5lbs in about 7-10 days doing this:

Go to a health food store, pick up a good multi vitamin, plus Liver Detox pills - I use Taio-He Cleanse by Nature's Sunshine -- drink plenty of water, and take these following items out of your diet until you've finished the 15 day supply:

Red Meat & Chicken & bacon
Carbonated drinks

Hopefully after 15 days without the above garbage, you won't really want to add it back, or eat it very often. Try to only eat organic meat -- regular beef and chicken has way too many added hormones that just block up your liver and intestines.

Eat as much fish, veggies, fruit, brown rice, baked potatoes as you want -- but eat it in reverse -- first thing in the morning instead of skipping breakfast, or having cereal, eat a full meal -- try some fish with a baked potatoe and veggies.

Follow this up two-three hours later with another meal -- perhaps brown rice, veggies, and a piece of fruit or two.

For lunch around 1ish have a penne pasta with sausage.

Two-three hours later, have another piece of fruit plus a handful of blueberries.

For dinner a bowl of weetabix, or some other high fibre cereal, or a veggie burger, or a veggie fajita.

Basically you're eating dinner at breakfast, you're eating lunch at lunch, and for dinner you're eating a small meal.

Monday -- Take a spinning class -- burn approx 500-800 calories in 45 minutes. If you do it correctly, you'll need Tuesday off to recover, especially if you haven't worked out in a while.
Tuesday -- off
Wednesday -- 45 minutes of cardio on a stationary bike doing FAT BURN program workout at least level 4, followed by 10 minutes of treadmill with a minimum of 3.5 incline, and 3.3 speed.
Go down to the weight area, and plan to workout your shoulders, chest, and upper arms. Do super sets - start off with 15 reps for shoulders. Rest, then do 15 reps for chest. Rest, then do 15 reps for upper arms. Rest, and then start over. Do this 3 X. You are now not only weight training, but you're also doing more cardio
Thursday -- Take a spinning class again.
Friday -- 45 minutes of cardio on a stationary bike doing FAT BURN program workout at least level 4, followed by 10 minutes of treadmill with a minimum of 3.5 incline, and 3.3 speed. Go down to the weight area, and plan to workout your legs & ass. Do super sets. 15 reps, 3 times.
Saturday -- Take a spinning class again.
Sunday -- Off

Each week, up your cardio intensity as you get fitter - move the bike level up, and up your speed and incline on the treadmill.

For weights, if you can do 3 sets with ease, you need to up your weight. By your third set you should be sweating, and finding it difficult to complete the 8th - 15th rep.

Your pee will turn neon from the cleanse -- and you'll poop more often -- at least 2-3 times a day.

Most gyms offer a free personal session with a certified instructor who will show you how to use the equipment safely, and properly -- this is important. After every workout, try to stretch 3-5 minutes.

Stick to it, and then in a week tell me how you feel, and how much you've lost....!!!

Now Eliz and I are going to go take a spinning class at her gym in Baltimore - be back late this afternoon....

Friday, August 18, 2006

Property of Ms Julie.... ;-)

LOL, look what I just got in my mailbox... yet another good little sub, begging to be my newest slave! Is that a cock stock, or a locking chastity device? Mark, I also rec'd today Belle De Jour - and can't wait to get stuck into it! Thank you for following all the directions clearly. I'll be e-mailing you follow up directions, and plan on us having a little chat either today, or this weekend.

So while I was picking up mail today I also got Jack Flashes card, and $100 ~ we thought it'd gotten lost, but no just took a long time getting here! Jack when you get back from your hike, shoot me an e-mail! Last but not least, I also rec'd a gift from someone called Peter - Bumble and Bumble hair conditioner (one of my favourites!!)

I also got this kinda weird letter (that was quite difficult to read) hand written on some yellow legal notepaper, with a home made business card, for a cab company in some midwest place - like Missouri maybe, and I think he was offering me a job, with health insurance.... ???? It was very confusing... so Dave J*F*ER*O* maybe you can e-mail me and tell me what you really meant....

I also rec'd this months copy of rugby magazine - thanks Greg!! BTW Greg where have you gone? I don't think I've talked to you since tax season... R U Still out there??? Call me!

I've spent hours this morning uploading older journal entries from 1996-1997 (I'm through about July of 97, with more to come) hopefully this will give you newbies, a bit more insight into me!

Back logged Journal Entries...

Does anyone have someplace on their hard drives my older journal entries? I'd like to get them up on my blog, but I'm missing chunks of time, due to hard drive crashes, new computers etc., If so, I'd love it if you could e-mail them to me.

What did you all think of the newest movies that I've added to the forums? Any of them get you hard and horny, wishing you were the guy in the movie?? Tell me what your favourite fetish or fantasy is & let's get a discussion started!

Today on my agenda is to add some smoking new picture galleries & perhaps crack some more sites and post their passwords ;-)

As some of you know, I'm getting my house ready to put on the market, and I'm wondering where I should think about moving to.... any ideas? On my shortlist is Florida, Vegas/Reno, Canada, Puerto Rico.... any other suggestions?

I'm taking it easy today at the gym, I've lost my 5lbs this past week, and I'm happy! I'm still on my taio he cleanse program to detox my liver, and boy has my poop and pee been nuclear looking or what this week! My pee is neon green in colour, and my poop looks like the trunk of a tree! Talking about poop... I have quite a movie to show you today, where two women humiliate this scottish guy like crazy ~ look for the link in the movie section of the forums!!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Night swimming

Well since I got back from my vacation, I've been working out like a complete lunatic, and eating nothing but fruits & veggies, and my vitamins. I started this metal cleanse & liver detox program (I have to gag down like 30 pills a day - it's bloody awful), but in just over a week, I've not only lost the 4.5lbs I put on, but 1 extra lb besides!! Can't beat that with a stick right? With the liver detox you have to be really strict - no meat, no coffee, no chocolate, no carbonated waters -- which led me to only fruits and veg, but I figured with the amount of alcohol I'd put in my system all summer long, I could really do with flushing it all out!! LOL.
The only problem with all of this is that because of my extra workouts (I'm doing cardio twice, sometimes three times a day) my back, neck, shoulders and legs are absolutely killing me. Last night when I got home and got done with my salad & cottage cheese dessert I decided that I'd go use the pool - it was lovely! I have only been in it a few times this summer at night, but there's nothing nicer than floating on your back looking at the stars.
I had Olivia run off her feet last night. She came outside with my phone at least twice, then I had her take some pictures with it, but they really didn't come out well - dark, cloudy, and no flash obviously! I also had her bring me iced water, then sent her back in for a couple of towels, then back again for my robe & flip flops, oh and did I forget to mention I had her breaking in a new pair of thigh high stiletto boots for me? Her size 11's in my size 9.5's - it was pure torture! However, the leather did get nicely broken in, and I can't wait to wear them.
I've actually been quite mean to her recently - I think because I'm mad that she can't logistically leave her position and move with me when I put my house on the market. Olivia has an extremely high powered position on Capitol Hill, of which I'm not even going to hint at, but she also owns property in G'town that's worth almost 2.2million dollars, and 2008 is hopefully going to be a big year for her... I'm SO going to miss her, she's like my best friend, my confidant, and the most trustworthy person I know.
Anyway, I made Olivia dry me off when I got out of the pool, and take my bikini off, then I laid down on a sunbed and had her oil me down, and give my poor back a much needed massage. It felt so good. Unfortunately I had to be in bed by 11pm, so there wasn't much time for a full body massage, and as I was in a pissy mood with her, I didn't reward her by allowing her to kiss my ass, or worship my pussy, which she LOVES to do!!! We came in the house, and I bid Olivia good night. When I went up to bed, I noticed that she'd changed my sheets, and also flipped my mattress - problem is, when I got in, my bed was harder than a rock - there was no cushion on the bottom side of the mattress - so obviously it wasn't meant to be flipped... it was so hard I couldn't stick it after an hour, my back was killing me again, and I couldn't get comfortable no matter what. I was so pissed off. I took my pillows and went into Nichole's old room, and got into her bed, but by now it was already close to 1am.
4.30am came quickly, and I totally dragged ass today at the gym, and now I'm laying in wait for Olivia, who is going to get punished like she's never been before.......

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Forum Usage for members

So I've just gone through my cancellations from CCBILL, and noticed a couple of things..

1. When you buy a membership to my site, you also have to register to become a member of my forums (the forums are where all members have access to movies, stories, discussions etc.,). This should happen within 24 hours, and you will receive an e-mail that tells you what password and username you've been assigned for access to the forums. You will still log on to my website, using the codes that you chose when you signed up for ccbill, but once in the members area, when you FIRST click on the forums, you will be asked to enter the codes you were emailed. (Subsequent log-ons should be remembered via cookie use).

2. When you cancel your membership to my site - you will still have access to it for the month that you've already paid - even though you cancel today, you are still allowed the time that is owed to you. Approx every other month I then go in and delete you out of the FORUMS, so if you re-sign up for my site at a later date, you will also have to resign up for access to the forums.

I noticed that many of you who cancelled (approx 40% of you) NEVER even signed up for the forums!! How come? Is it too difficult? Tell me why you never asked for access??

So today, I've uploaded a few new movies to the forums for members only -- hope you enjoy! I know I did ;-)

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Turbot... phone calls, Crete & hairy bums..

So I've been having some interesting chats on my yahoo group - as some of you know, I'm looking for a new live in slave..... and I've gotten a few interested parties.

I'm also seriously considering going to Crete in September, and it just so happens that Cole is going back then also to pay some sort of tax on the house that she just bought there this summer... I was thinking of going along for the ride ;-) However, that means I'd have to get my own house on the market pronto, or wait till Oct - and I'm not sure how well houses sell then, compared to now???? I've also tossed around several ideas of places I'd like to relocate to - the south - as in Florida - Puerto Rico, Vegas/Reno, Italy/France/Amsterdam or maybe even Greece!! What do you think? I love Canada - but only in the summer - I'd never survive their snowy winters!

Anyways....I just got home, and have had THREE phone calls - from guys -- on the list no less... I told them to call me back after I've eaten - I'm a tad less grumpy after a full belly ;-) and I'm starving.. haven't eaten anything besides bing cherries and a peach today, along with countless bottles of trinity water (god that stuff is good, but I so wish there wasn't sugar in it)! Anyway, my evening will hopefully be quite interesting, and who knows I maybe running out to meet someone later tonight if all goes well!!! LOL...

I spent most of this afternoon watching these smoking videos - almost makes me want to take that filthy habit up once more - I could be so evil with a lit cigarette on a hard cock and hairy ballsack ;-) sizzle sizzle... lol - you can find them in the members area forums - all full length movies and excellent!! I was so horny on my drive home after watching them..

As for having a woman's bum Peter - I don't know that that is a compliment! I actually prefer my men to look like men - i.e the men that I'm going to fuck that is... the other wimpy little fucks are only good for service, or pimping out, or dressing as maids, and teaching them how to really run my household. Only thing I insist upon is a good old waxing back there ;-) Boy I can get off on those screams!

OK well just wanted to do a quick update to mention the newest movies for members, so now I'm off to cook my turbot with some asparagus, and have a nice glass of wine and take my smelly gym shoes off and put my feet up. Olivia has left everything all prepped and ready to go for me ;-)

Oh, and I'll be available tonight to chat on the phone, or via skype - after 9pm - as for phoning - tomorrow I'm at the gym from 6am till noon - then I have the afternoon sort of off (that is I'll be in my office, setting schedules, and catching up on paperwork from the last 3 weeks...) so anytime between 1pm and 4pm would be a good time to catch me on the phone... 301-637-6903 -- be prepared to amuse me, delight me, wow me with your intellect, or don't bother me!

Monday, August 07, 2006

I'm BACK!!

Well it's been about 3 weeks - took off with some friends for some sun, sea and yeah, plenty of sex.... lesbian sex that is.. I did actually pick up a guy or two, and brought them back to the hotel where we were staying , but wound up tying them up, fucking with them, and teasing the hell out of them by making them watch me with Bethany and Liz. Priceless! Guys are so fucking easy to manipulate.... we had these guys jumping through hoops for us, and sneaking away from their wives and girlfriends to play with us ;-)

Anyway, just stepped on the scale today and have gained a whopping 4.5lbs from all the eating and drinking I'd done while I was gone - mostly drinking! We were on one of those drinks included vacations - so from about 10.30am we were downing margarita's, long island iced teas, and pina colada's while laying on the beach, or floating in the pool!!!! Good thing I have a part time job at a gym - I'll need to teach double my spinning classes for a few weeks to burn off all those extra calories, and of course, today I have a huge headache - probably alcohol withdrawals!!! LOL.

I have LOTS in store for you - lots of great video footage to be posted in the forums, new picture galleries, and of course I'll try to find some extra time to crack a few password sites! Right now though I have to wade through thousands of e-mails.. so if you've sent something, be patient! If you don't get a reply in a day or two, write me back - you probably wound up in the spam crap, and were mass deleted!! Sometimes my finger on the delete button gets away with me... all that power, goes to my head!

SO... what have YOU been up to?