Friday, January 26, 2007

3 slaves, Ritalin & Oral worship....

WTF ---> Is up with yahoo? I've tried posting a few times today, and none of the messages are going through!! Talk about frustrating!!

I had an amazing night last Friday with a bunch of new and old girl friends -- I am going to post later in my journal about it tonight, with pictures. I've just spent the last hour looking at the photos - I have to find at least one where I'm not totally naked.

I know that the 3 slaves from that night joined up here, but could you give me an email so that I can add you to my *special* yahoo mailing group? I also want to send you each a copy of the pictures, or have you stop by this weekend and make yourself a copy on cd.

I have updated my "wish list", so the 3 of you can now get me a thank you gift from it, and I appreciate that all of you independantly asked if you could do something special for me. (I think that's the url - if not, you'll have to go to my website and search for it).... I know I said I'd do it last weekend.... but... it's my perogative!

Sean, I've added Martha Stewarts new home housekeeping book - I suggest you buy that, for yourself - and read it from cover to cover, because I loved your personality, and I'd love to have you around more, but if your washing up skills are anything to go by... well you must suck at other housekeeping duties!!!

It's a shame, because your oral sex skills were pretty damn good... I felt like I'd done hundreds of lunges all day Sat and Sun, and it killed to sit down and stand up!!! Talk about a novel way to work out!!! LOL.

Talking about working out - I really want to get totally cut / ripped again - It's probably going to take a long time, cause as a personal trainer for mostly women who want to lose weight - I haven't done much in the way of strength training with free weights - so you guys will notice that my updated list, focuses around this theme!! LOL.

Oh, and does anyone have adult ADD? I was diagnosed with it when I was in hospital recovering from my dog attack!! Now that I've attended a few support classes, I can't believe I never knew before now!! I just thought I was fucked up!!!

Anyway, I'm on ritalin, and god it really helps me focus and stay on track (hence this post).... ha ha...

OK, well I've got shit to do, and then I've gotta go pop a lunesta so I can get to sleep ;-)

Ms Julie.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Not very sexy...

Hey guys, well it's been a while! What can I say. I got out of hospital finally just before the Xmas holidays, but have had to go back 5 days a week for therapy on my hand and my hip. I am now going just twice a week, and hope to have that finished up by the end of February.

The gym has held my job open for me, and I am there part time, however, I'm still not able to teach spinning classes because as of yet the flexibility in my hip isn't back. I am working out again with hand weights, and have more of a problem with gripping "smaller" items.. I still don't have full range of motion, but apparantly when the tendons are completely healed, I'll be back to normal! Well as normal as I can be...

My clients have been amazing - people were making me meals, driving me back and forth to the hospital, coming by to walk MY dogs, and doing my laundry!!

I've gained some weight (YUCK) in my mid section, and really miss being energetic. I've gone from burning 4000 cals a day, to eating sometimes more than half that!!

Anyway, it's time for me to dust off my leather thigh high boots, slip on a leather mini skirt & halter top, and practice my whipping skills. I'm ready to return to being a full time pro-domme! There's something about a new year, a new you, and the promise of fuller, more engaging life, to get you motivated. Not to mention coming close to death yet again. When I laid in the hospital, all I could think about was, how for the last two years or more, even though I enjoy being at the gym, I never meant it to turn into this full time job that encompasses all of my time.

I went from being a part time trainer, to getting qualified to teach spinning, and then got certified in a few more strength classes, took on even more clients, and then, was asked to be the director of all the fitness programs at the gym! This meant I had to work out everyone's schedules, keep things fun, and running on time, and do all the other stuff I was doing.

My outside interests (horse riding, domination, sex, dancing, reading, hiking, hanging out with friends, computer time etc.,) all got pushed to the back burner, and because there are not enough hours in the day ~ I never even really gave them a second thought!

I have really really missed doing the website thing - I miss not having that creative part of me come out through my writing, and telling you how, and what you should be doing, to improve yourself as a sexually submissive male, who may or may not be worthy of attention. I miss tapping into that kinky sexual side of me, and relaying all those god awful, but sometimes hilarious dates that I used to go on. I miss sharing some femdom oriented porn with you, and have disks full that I've never got around to posting.

SO... those were my new year "thoughts" or resolutions -- what were yours?