03/31/97 ‑ Well slaves ‑ I think our e‑mail addresses are working correctly again ‑I have to let you know that I'm getting really tired of people who send me e‑mail & who before I have a chance to send them a reply, for one reason or another they've gone and deleted the account. I've just spent an hour responding to 3 different people (one of whom has now done this 3 times ‑ yes Matthew/Chewtoy I'm talking about you) and then I get a mailerdeamon message back saying that the e‑mail address no longer exists... So if you send me mail ‑ at least put in the message that you don't expect a reply ‑ or that this account is just temporary... Sometimes it takes me a week or more to get back to you ‑ so if you can't wait that long ‑ don't send me anything!!
The next thing that totally blows my mind is how people can send me messages like this one:‑
From: brewboy@webtv.net (mike brewster)
Date: Mon, 31 Mar 1997 02:36:57 ‑0500
To: MistressJulie
Subject: FILTHY WHORE!!!!!
Content‑Transfer‑Encoding: 7BIT
MIME‑Version: 1.0 (WebTV)
Content‑Type: TEXT/PLAIN; CHARSET=US‑ASCII
X‑UIDL: 1a68c94a396e492af154aa5c4893e627
GET A LIFE YOU SICK BITCH!!!!!
Can you tell me why this idiot would search for a site like mine, if something was going to offend him in the first place?? It's not like I send out solicitations or mass mailings or anything of the sort... I didn't force him to come in ‑ so what's he got to be pissed about??
Anyways ‑ that's all the updates & changes for today ‑ I'm off to get a really nice foot bath, and pedicure from Lolita ‑ then hit the sack ‑
goodnite all!!
Oh ‑ BTW ‑ I'd like to thank Barbie for the Godiva Chocolates & the birthday card ‑ however, I don't want any more ‑ as I'm on a diet!!
Monday, March 31, 1997
Sunday, March 30, 1997
Happy Easter!
03/30/97 ‑ Happy Easter slaves!! I've been up bright and early working out & walking my dog and working on a bunch of new updates -- go check them out!!
Saturday, March 29, 1997
Sweet Trannsexual...
03/29/97 ‑ Well Slaves ‑ it's been a very busy day ‑ It was Ashleigh's birthday ‑ she got some really nice pressies ‑ but my favourite was THE rabbit pearl vibrator that Charles bought for her!! I was so jealous!! All of us, including Lolita went out for dinner to celebrate ‑ we also got her a huge birthday cake ‑ shaped like handcuffs ‑ we told the cake place that she was a cop!! It was very cute!! My birthday comes next ‑ on the 3rd of April, and I'm going to be a whopping ???? (born in 73) ‑ shush ‑ don't tell anyone else though!! Charles also brought me a very nice pressie ‑ a scanner ‑ so now we can get all those mountains of pics that we have scanned in & put on the web site. Now all I need is a good digitized camera & video board I was also very glad to see when we went by the mailbox that some of you actually took the bloody time to go to your local 7‑11 and pick up a money
order!! Well done! I guess you all are actually trainable.... well we'll see....
Peter 1 & Peter 2 for their large and very welcomed tributes, JR in MD, Mark, Michael 1, Michael 2, Michael 3, Rosser, Jeff, and Rob. I'll be sending those of you who enclosed an address a little thank you & when the site is fully passworded, be sure to e‑mail me for your user id's.
Thanks to John for his birthday card & the AT&T certificates ‑ although ‑ with usually a $500 ‑ $800 telephone bill ‑ we could do with mountains of these!! They were however very appreciated. Thanks to Michael for the rose today, and thanks to Bill for the roses last week ‑ they were very beautiful. I adore flowers!!
Anyhow ‑ we're going to go watch the "Rocky Horror Picture" show on video tape ‑ Lolita has never watched it before & I need a good laugh with the sweet transsexual & a really good foot rub & butt massage after running around in those 5" heels all day long!!
order!! Well done! I guess you all are actually trainable.... well we'll see....
Peter 1 & Peter 2 for their large and very welcomed tributes, JR in MD, Mark, Michael 1, Michael 2, Michael 3, Rosser, Jeff, and Rob. I'll be sending those of you who enclosed an address a little thank you & when the site is fully passworded, be sure to e‑mail me for your user id's.
Thanks to John for his birthday card & the AT&T certificates ‑ although ‑ with usually a $500 ‑ $800 telephone bill ‑ we could do with mountains of these!! They were however very appreciated. Thanks to Michael for the rose today, and thanks to Bill for the roses last week ‑ they were very beautiful. I adore flowers!!
Anyhow ‑ we're going to go watch the "Rocky Horror Picture" show on video tape ‑ Lolita has never watched it before & I need a good laugh with the sweet transsexual & a really good foot rub & butt massage after running around in those 5" heels all day long!!
Friday, March 28, 1997
More bullshit
03/28/97 ‑ Good morning/afternoon/evening slaves... I'd like to answer a barrage of e‑mail that I've been getting from guys who are saying that they can't afford a subscription & would like to barter other services ‑ well we're somewhat open to this, in fact as an incentive to have you get us stories & pics for the page ‑ we'll give you a password & user ID for free ‑I will work out what I think is a fair rate of exchange. However ‑ this will only be for a few people... The idea behind all of this is for us to be able to pay the web service fees.
Secondly, I too tend to agree somewhat that it's not very safe to send credit card & address information via the internet to a clearing house ‑ in order for them to send you an approval code. I tend to think that there are too many things could go wrong with this ‑ 1. They could sell their mailing list & all of your information would be all over the place ‑ 2. There is a lot of credit card fraud over the internet ‑ 3. Every time you do this ‑ they charge me a fee and hold a percentage in
case of charge‑backs. This isn't helping me pay my web server bill every month. Plus I have to wait till they pay me. So ‑ In order to get a subscription & user ID‑ You'll have to mail me a disclaimer ‑ swearing that you are over 21 years old, and an adult, along with a cheque or a money order & your e‑mail address. The only persons who will have access to your information will be us. You can be assured We will not be selling your information to anyone. Discretion is as usual assured & expected.
Secondly, I too tend to agree somewhat that it's not very safe to send credit card & address information via the internet to a clearing house ‑ in order for them to send you an approval code. I tend to think that there are too many things could go wrong with this ‑ 1. They could sell their mailing list & all of your information would be all over the place ‑ 2. There is a lot of credit card fraud over the internet ‑ 3. Every time you do this ‑ they charge me a fee and hold a percentage in
case of charge‑backs. This isn't helping me pay my web server bill every month. Plus I have to wait till they pay me. So ‑ In order to get a subscription & user ID‑ You'll have to mail me a disclaimer ‑ swearing that you are over 21 years old, and an adult, along with a cheque or a money order & your e‑mail address. The only persons who will have access to your information will be us. You can be assured We will not be selling your information to anyone. Discretion is as usual assured & expected.
Thursday, March 27, 1997
New video and pics added!
03/27/97 ‑ Well I'm finally catching up on all of my e‑mail ‑ I spent several hours last night & the night before & the night before that going through about 1800 pieces of mail ‑ Pity I wasn't getting eighteen hundred $10.00 checks in the mail then all my problems would be solved!!!
I'm having trouble sending changes to the server (again) groan.... so from now on, all updates are going to be done in the middle of the night ‑ that way I don't get bumped off my own server as often as I do during the day...
Anyhow tonight is going to be spent working on more slave manuals & programmes and also on some new text for the bondage and discipline sections which are yet to be done... This web stuff sure isn't easy & it requires a lot of hard work on our part ‑ we're in need of a few good slaves to help out with cataloging stories, and pictures for us.. we're also in need of some researchers ‑ I'd like to know how exactly to compress video so that it's small enough to not take 2 hours to download for a 3 minute clip... ‑
I'm having trouble sending changes to the server (again) groan.... so from now on, all updates are going to be done in the middle of the night ‑ that way I don't get bumped off my own server as often as I do during the day...
Anyhow tonight is going to be spent working on more slave manuals & programmes and also on some new text for the bondage and discipline sections which are yet to be done... This web stuff sure isn't easy & it requires a lot of hard work on our part ‑ we're in need of a few good slaves to help out with cataloging stories, and pictures for us.. we're also in need of some researchers ‑ I'd like to know how exactly to compress video so that it's small enough to not take 2 hours to download for a 3 minute clip... ‑
Wednesday, March 26, 1997
Thank you slaves!
03/26/97 ‑ Some "thank yous" are in order to some more loyal, devoted, slaves :
Thanks to Frank in DC, Keith, in PA & John in NJ for your large & generous web tributes, thanks to John, in PA, Vince (A Lady Sarah submissive) and Bill in CA for your donations also. You can all be sure of user id's and passwords when & if I have to change everything over to pay‑per‑view ‑‑ which unfortunately seems most likely. It's awfully sad to think that out of 150,000 accesses per day that only about 20 of those people were kind, thoughtful, devoted, and generous enough to part with some cash in order to keep the site afloat.... however that seems to be the way things go.
I'm going to be working on some more postal training packets ‑ so if you haven't gotten yours yet, it will be on the way by the end of this week ‑ stay focused & patient.
What have I been up to lately I hear you ask? Well it's been very busy for me with sessions ‑ seeing out of town clients, and clients that are regulars from this area ‑ I also spend hours doing web work, and hours trying to catch up on stuff that I enjoy ‑ such as reading or taking photos/videos of us all. Today I had an intense bondage session with one of my regulars ‑ he's a big guy so Nichole had to help me out getting the chains around him, and locked in place.
I'm backed up again (get your minds out of the gutter) with e‑mails so if you wrote requesting a session ‑ be patient, I'll get to you when I get to you.
I'm also trying to work out a way in which to give those of you who were kind enough to send us a tribute ‑ a password & user ID. I don't like the thought of you using your credit card ‑ thru one of these on‑line clearing houses, and even though we have our own merchant account ‑ it would be a
full‑time job running them through and getting approval codes from all of you. So we've thought that we'd just have you send a cheque or money order for the subscription amount (which I haven't defined yet) and you'd be e‑mailed a user id & password ‑ this would be good for however long you bought a subscription for. Once it goes inactive ‑ you'd have to do the whole process over again. Without charging you for access ‑ there is no way that I can afford to run this site. The girls and I put the work into it for free, but lets face it, $1,000.00 this month just for downloads & usage fees ‑ well that's almost a house payment where we live, and I don't think it's fair that I should have to pay for this... Do you??
Thanks to Frank in DC, Keith, in PA & John in NJ for your large & generous web tributes, thanks to John, in PA, Vince (A Lady Sarah submissive) and Bill in CA for your donations also. You can all be sure of user id's and passwords when & if I have to change everything over to pay‑per‑view ‑‑ which unfortunately seems most likely. It's awfully sad to think that out of 150,000 accesses per day that only about 20 of those people were kind, thoughtful, devoted, and generous enough to part with some cash in order to keep the site afloat.... however that seems to be the way things go.
I'm going to be working on some more postal training packets ‑ so if you haven't gotten yours yet, it will be on the way by the end of this week ‑ stay focused & patient.
What have I been up to lately I hear you ask? Well it's been very busy for me with sessions ‑ seeing out of town clients, and clients that are regulars from this area ‑ I also spend hours doing web work, and hours trying to catch up on stuff that I enjoy ‑ such as reading or taking photos/videos of us all. Today I had an intense bondage session with one of my regulars ‑ he's a big guy so Nichole had to help me out getting the chains around him, and locked in place.
I'm backed up again (get your minds out of the gutter) with e‑mails so if you wrote requesting a session ‑ be patient, I'll get to you when I get to you.
I'm also trying to work out a way in which to give those of you who were kind enough to send us a tribute ‑ a password & user ID. I don't like the thought of you using your credit card ‑ thru one of these on‑line clearing houses, and even though we have our own merchant account ‑ it would be a
full‑time job running them through and getting approval codes from all of you. So we've thought that we'd just have you send a cheque or money order for the subscription amount (which I haven't defined yet) and you'd be e‑mailed a user id & password ‑ this would be good for however long you bought a subscription for. Once it goes inactive ‑ you'd have to do the whole process over again. Without charging you for access ‑ there is no way that I can afford to run this site. The girls and I put the work into it for free, but lets face it, $1,000.00 this month just for downloads & usage fees ‑ well that's almost a house payment where we live, and I don't think it's fair that I should have to pay for this... Do you??
Tuesday, March 25, 1997
Hair fetish anyone?
03/25/97 ‑ Good morning slaves had a great nights sleep and I feel totally refreshed & invigorated after working out this morning. Lolita is back in NY so I actually had to fix my own breakfast this morning.. it's awfully tiresome getting a bowl from the cupboard, and pouring some cocoa krispies into it, adding milk and a spoon ;>) I much prefer just snapping my fingers and having Lolita go running to get me it.... Oh well, I only have to wait till Thursday night....
So what's been going on with all of you? Do you have any hot fantasies or fetishes to share with us?? We'd love to read about them, at the very least if we can't act them out for you ‑ e‑mail them to me.
Thank you to Alan, who made me a CD full of long hair pics which I'll be adding ‑ if any of you have some photo collections, we'd love to have them ‑ to share with everyone else ‑ snail mail them to us at this address, and we'll get them posted.
Everyone is *very* excited around here ‑ it's our birthday month ‑ Ashleigh has hers this Saturday the 29th, then comes mine April 3rd, Nichole & Lolita both have theirs on April 4th, Sarah has hers on the 7th, and Keri has hers on the 13th of April... Sarah has plans for all of us to go out Friday the 4th ‑ along with several other of our girlfriends ‑ it's all a big surprise though so she hasn't been giving much away. I've no idea what to get any of them though, so today I'll have to do some shopping around after my DR's appt.
And me ‑ I'm off to my Dr.'s appt now ‑ check back late tonight or tomorrow for new updates!!
So what's been going on with all of you? Do you have any hot fantasies or fetishes to share with us?? We'd love to read about them, at the very least if we can't act them out for you ‑ e‑mail them to me.
Thank you to Alan, who made me a CD full of long hair pics which I'll be adding ‑ if any of you have some photo collections, we'd love to have them ‑ to share with everyone else ‑ snail mail them to us at this address, and we'll get them posted.
Everyone is *very* excited around here ‑ it's our birthday month ‑ Ashleigh has hers this Saturday the 29th, then comes mine April 3rd, Nichole & Lolita both have theirs on April 4th, Sarah has hers on the 7th, and Keri has hers on the 13th of April... Sarah has plans for all of us to go out Friday the 4th ‑ along with several other of our girlfriends ‑ it's all a big surprise though so she hasn't been giving much away. I've no idea what to get any of them though, so today I'll have to do some shopping around after my DR's appt.
And me ‑ I'm off to my Dr.'s appt now ‑ check back late tonight or tomorrow for new updates!!
Monday, March 24, 1997
Friday, March 21, 1997
Castles in the sky...
03/21/97 ‑ Well hello slaves... we've been thinking that to provide for our maximum entertainment & comfort we are going to need many slaves to fill lots of different positions that are open & available in our little empire.... such as shoe cleaners, valets, personal servants, living‑furniture, errand boys, builder's of our castle (for this we need a really creative mortgage broker, to approve a loan of a few hundred thousand dollars), ‑ with this we'd purchase the land ‑ at least 3 acres, and on it we'd have our palace & dungeon built... for this we would need really good builders (The loan would of course be paid off in full from the sweat and hard labour of our many slaves) and here would be the start of our own little empire..... so slaves ‑ if you're a mortgage broker ‑ or you just happen to have a spare few hundred thousand laying around‑ we want it!!
Frank just in case I don't have time to call you ‑ please get here at the discussed time to pick up mine & Lady Sarah's cars tomorrow morning to take them and have them detailed.... while you're doing that, Sarah and I are going to go shopping ‑ so make sure you leave us a credit card!!
Well guys that's all for tonight, I've got to get out of these clothes, and get my gym bag together ‑ all of us are on our way to Sarah's gym this evening (or rather this morning, as it's almost midnight now) to get physical!!
Oh I almost forgot thanks to Brad for his donation tonight when he came by ‑‑ for the web site, and thanks to spanky boy for his donation also ‑‑ these are most definitely welcomed!! And I'm almost half way there to being able to pay it this month, so the rest of you, need to drop a tribute in the mail otherwise the site will be NO LONGER.
Frank just in case I don't have time to call you ‑ please get here at the discussed time to pick up mine & Lady Sarah's cars tomorrow morning to take them and have them detailed.... while you're doing that, Sarah and I are going to go shopping ‑ so make sure you leave us a credit card!!
Well guys that's all for tonight, I've got to get out of these clothes, and get my gym bag together ‑ all of us are on our way to Sarah's gym this evening (or rather this morning, as it's almost midnight now) to get physical!!
Oh I almost forgot thanks to Brad for his donation tonight when he came by ‑‑ for the web site, and thanks to spanky boy for his donation also ‑‑ these are most definitely welcomed!! And I'm almost half way there to being able to pay it this month, so the rest of you, need to drop a tribute in the mail otherwise the site will be NO LONGER.
Thursday, March 20, 1997
Sessions, sessions and more sessions!
03/20/97 ‑ Boy what a day ‑ Nichole and I have been in Georgetown shopping with Gary ‑ (do say hello to him!) ‑‑‑ we went to dream dresser and tried on some nice and expensive outfits & I got a great new pair of boots (to add to my collection!!) ‑ wanna see them?? and Nichole got a really nice black rubber dress ‑ with a low, low, cleavage cut!! Thanks Gary!! When we got home a parcel from Frederick's of Hollywood was waiting for us both (a la Charles) ‑ Nichole got a cool red wig ‑ long & wavy & a cute little nurses outfit ‑ with a little satin dress & cutesy hat, white stockings, and adorable little white gloves!! She looked very cute ‑ and good enough to eat!! I got a nice black leather hat with chains around it. Thanks Charles!!
When we went to the mailbox Chewtoy had sent me another dozen CD's (Thank you!!) and Rex had sent both Nichole & myself 2 CD's each, along with a naked picture of himself....
Frank is here tonight serving Lady Sarah & he's also been kind enough to donate a ton of money to the upkeep of the web site... Thank you very much Frank, WE all REALLY appreciate it & all the other help you've given us.... Frank is in the process of making us a really cool depravation chamber ‑ padded, to soundproof it, with all sorts of neat little things... He's a total sweetheart!!
Spanky Boy just called and is on his way over for a really good spanking session tonight at 10pm ‑ I can't wait!! I need to cum again so bad ‑ Nichole's been teasing me all day long by rubbing her tits and squeezing her nipples in my face!! However I've just been told that Sarah's friend wants a
go at spanking him, so he's going to be in for a little shock!! He was kind enough to bring us a new Plexiglas paddle from JT's Stockroom ‑ since we break everything else we have on him.... and he was also kind enough to donate some money to the site ‑ thank you spanky boy!!
Lolita just got back from NY & is horny as usual... she's also a tad upset ‑ it seems that although 4,000+ of you visited her page, none of you sent her any e‑mail... so do drop her a line so she stops pouting... thank you. I've got a ton of things that need doing again this weekend, but I kind of don't feel like doing them... so if you'd care to help me & Nichole out, we would appreciate it.... drop us some e‑mail and let us know what you could do.
When we went to the mailbox Chewtoy had sent me another dozen CD's (Thank you!!) and Rex had sent both Nichole & myself 2 CD's each, along with a naked picture of himself....
Frank is here tonight serving Lady Sarah & he's also been kind enough to donate a ton of money to the upkeep of the web site... Thank you very much Frank, WE all REALLY appreciate it & all the other help you've given us.... Frank is in the process of making us a really cool depravation chamber ‑ padded, to soundproof it, with all sorts of neat little things... He's a total sweetheart!!
Spanky Boy just called and is on his way over for a really good spanking session tonight at 10pm ‑ I can't wait!! I need to cum again so bad ‑ Nichole's been teasing me all day long by rubbing her tits and squeezing her nipples in my face!! However I've just been told that Sarah's friend wants a
go at spanking him, so he's going to be in for a little shock!! He was kind enough to bring us a new Plexiglas paddle from JT's Stockroom ‑ since we break everything else we have on him.... and he was also kind enough to donate some money to the site ‑ thank you spanky boy!!
Lolita just got back from NY & is horny as usual... she's also a tad upset ‑ it seems that although 4,000+ of you visited her page, none of you sent her any e‑mail... so do drop her a line so she stops pouting... thank you. I've got a ton of things that need doing again this weekend, but I kind of don't feel like doing them... so if you'd care to help me & Nichole out, we would appreciate it.... drop us some e‑mail and let us know what you could do.
Wednesday, March 19, 1997
So naughty..
03/19/97 ‑ What an exciting afternoon I've had ‑ Nichole & I were both really horny, & bored, so we decided to get into something naughty & boy did we have fun or what!! Now we're satisfied and ready to play around with all of you!!
Who is online and ready to play? Cat & Mouse?
Who is online and ready to play? Cat & Mouse?
02/19/1997
02/19/97 ‑ Well I've finally been able to sit down and take a break, and gosh it's only 3am. I'm planning on hopefully having my web page moved sometime next week, so for this week, there'll really not be too many updates to speak of.... I have to copy & move every page ‑ so this could take a while!! I'm also going to try to organize it some, so that it's easier to move through. Any suggestions are appreciated.... I definitely have more skills as a Domme than I do as a web designer!!
Once I get it all moved, and I know that it's working OK, I'll be putting some small video clips on as promised, and some audio clips of us having some fun!! I'm looking forward to doing those!
Because of the much higher charges that I now have to pay for bandwidth, and the hosting of my page, I will be hosting web pages for, Mistresses (ISO slaves) and Slaves (ISO Mistresses).
Once I get it all moved, and I know that it's working OK, I'll be putting some small video clips on as promised, and some audio clips of us having some fun!! I'm looking forward to doing those!
Because of the much higher charges that I now have to pay for bandwidth, and the hosting of my page, I will be hosting web pages for, Mistresses (ISO slaves) and Slaves (ISO Mistresses).
Tuesday, March 18, 1997
Female-Domination kingdom!!
03/18/97 ‑ Well Good Afternoon slaves... What a lot of goodies I've got coming up this week....
Now I get asked all the time what is it that I want out of all of this & what it is I want from my life... well this one persons' letter sums it all up ‑‑ this would be my ideal & perfect world...
Mistress Julie....
With much appreciation.....i read Your letter to me. Truly, my heart skipped a beat, for i would have never believed that i would actually hear back from You. Needless to say, my admiration for You has grown immensely. i would love to further expound upon the idea i presented to You regarding the building of an Empire.... Your Empire.... Please do not look upon this as a great fantasy. You possess more power than i think You realize..... and that power could be used to amass a fortune.... and consolidate a true Kingdom....with You as the supreme head. Imagine if You will..... the empires of the past....from Roman times to the present...people enslaved to serve their masters..... ..........and they all toppled...for the simple reason.......that the people enslaved were put into that position against their will. Now imagine an army of slaves.... with many skills.......from manual labor....to diverse professions....doctors....lawyers......judges......and many other people of influence........THIS kingdom.....goes on and on..... ......the difference........the enslavement is one that is willingly and eagerly awaited by the devoted army serving Mistress Julie...... giving their entire beings to earning her favor...The first step..... is to establish a foundation of slaves.....True faithfuls.... who will serve Your needs.... (no pretenders here...) but slaves with the right skills to market You in the way that enhances Your worth. If a person was able to taste of the fountain of Youth..... what price might they pay? Likewise, if a subservient person were able to taste one small portion of heaven....heaven with the name of Julie..... what might they also pay.... As examples, water that You actually bathed in..... toilet water You actually graced with Your urine.... articles of clothing..... worn by You.... .........SO valuable they are...... from such an exclusive and wonderful Mistress....One who rules a powerful realm...... men and women....might pay dearly for such a treat. This is only the tip of the ice burg..... with wealth and fame....comes the ability to use Your exclusive and wonderful persona....to captivate and use....people in positions of power..... And to earn You favor....will perform services.... services that add to Your empire....always gaining in strength...... Mistress, You are the pinnacle of this earth..... worthy of everything. I would love to again here from You, and will in time tell You of me.....and of how i wish to serve You along with so many others.
Faithfully Yours,
Hank
So do you think you're worthy of being subservient to me and my fellow associates?? If so, tell us how, so that we can get started building the foundation of our truly great and wonderful female empire.....
Thanks to my new slave‑in‑training Bruce for posting some stories on the newsgroups etc., for me ‑ this is now going to be a weekly task for you Bruce!! And big thanks to Frank for coming up with such a good idea for a depravation chamber, and having it ready to be delivered by this Saturday!!
You are one of the VERY FEW who came through for us & boy are we looking forward to rewarding you!! On top of that, we're dying to hear what other ideas you've been having for the rest of our dungeon ‑‑ you know we have that entire back room to clean out and utilize again and I'd love to have some very new and nifty toys for it!!
And now I'm off to eat some apple pie with the girls, so check back tomorrow for more updates!
Now I get asked all the time what is it that I want out of all of this & what it is I want from my life... well this one persons' letter sums it all up ‑‑ this would be my ideal & perfect world...
Mistress Julie....
With much appreciation.....i read Your letter to me. Truly, my heart skipped a beat, for i would have never believed that i would actually hear back from You. Needless to say, my admiration for You has grown immensely. i would love to further expound upon the idea i presented to You regarding the building of an Empire.... Your Empire.... Please do not look upon this as a great fantasy. You possess more power than i think You realize..... and that power could be used to amass a fortune.... and consolidate a true Kingdom....with You as the supreme head. Imagine if You will..... the empires of the past....from Roman times to the present...people enslaved to serve their masters..... ..........and they all toppled...for the simple reason.......that the people enslaved were put into that position against their will. Now imagine an army of slaves.... with many skills.......from manual labor....to diverse professions....doctors....lawyers......judges......and many other people of influence........THIS kingdom.....goes on and on..... ......the difference........the enslavement is one that is willingly and eagerly awaited by the devoted army serving Mistress Julie...... giving their entire beings to earning her favor...The first step..... is to establish a foundation of slaves.....True faithfuls.... who will serve Your needs.... (no pretenders here...) but slaves with the right skills to market You in the way that enhances Your worth. If a person was able to taste of the fountain of Youth..... what price might they pay? Likewise, if a subservient person were able to taste one small portion of heaven....heaven with the name of Julie..... what might they also pay.... As examples, water that You actually bathed in..... toilet water You actually graced with Your urine.... articles of clothing..... worn by You.... .........SO valuable they are...... from such an exclusive and wonderful Mistress....One who rules a powerful realm...... men and women....might pay dearly for such a treat. This is only the tip of the ice burg..... with wealth and fame....comes the ability to use Your exclusive and wonderful persona....to captivate and use....people in positions of power..... And to earn You favor....will perform services.... services that add to Your empire....always gaining in strength...... Mistress, You are the pinnacle of this earth..... worthy of everything. I would love to again here from You, and will in time tell You of me.....and of how i wish to serve You along with so many others.
Faithfully Yours,
Hank
So do you think you're worthy of being subservient to me and my fellow associates?? If so, tell us how, so that we can get started building the foundation of our truly great and wonderful female empire.....
Thanks to my new slave‑in‑training Bruce for posting some stories on the newsgroups etc., for me ‑ this is now going to be a weekly task for you Bruce!! And big thanks to Frank for coming up with such a good idea for a depravation chamber, and having it ready to be delivered by this Saturday!!
You are one of the VERY FEW who came through for us & boy are we looking forward to rewarding you!! On top of that, we're dying to hear what other ideas you've been having for the rest of our dungeon ‑‑ you know we have that entire back room to clean out and utilize again and I'd love to have some very new and nifty toys for it!!
And now I'm off to eat some apple pie with the girls, so check back tomorrow for more updates!
Thursday, March 06, 1997
Latex catsuit & spiked heels... gotta love it!
03/06/97 ‑I'm just kicking back after my session, god it was a lot of fun!! I've got to get out of these clothes though before I sweat to death... pity Lolita isn't here tonite ‑ my feet are really stinky, they've been in these 5" spikes for hours now, and I could do with a nice relaxing tongue bath! Oh well, she gets home tomorrow, thank god.... it's awful not having her around, I actually have to go make myself my own lunch when she's not here, and wipe myself after I'm done at the loo....
Well it's kind of cool, Sarah, Ashleigh, Nichole & I are all each sitting at a computer just click clacking away!! Can't you all just picture it now, a house of beautiful dominant women, sitting around half naked, typing to you guys?? What could be better than that.... Well you all could be here taking care of us, that would be a start.... For instance, I really shouldn't have to deal with all the BS of car dealers, and canceling credit cards, or paying bills... you should all be here taking care of all of those mundane tasks... And I should be kicking back eating chocolate covered strawberries or something sweet and gooey like that!!
Well we're all going to turn in for the night, or actually Ashleigh and I are going to turn in for the night, the other two are off to the gym to pump up!!
Well it's kind of cool, Sarah, Ashleigh, Nichole & I are all each sitting at a computer just click clacking away!! Can't you all just picture it now, a house of beautiful dominant women, sitting around half naked, typing to you guys?? What could be better than that.... Well you all could be here taking care of us, that would be a start.... For instance, I really shouldn't have to deal with all the BS of car dealers, and canceling credit cards, or paying bills... you should all be here taking care of all of those mundane tasks... And I should be kicking back eating chocolate covered strawberries or something sweet and gooey like that!!
Well we're all going to turn in for the night, or actually Ashleigh and I are going to turn in for the night, the other two are off to the gym to pump up!!
Tuesday, March 04, 1997
Guess it's not a good idea to live where you work....
03/04/97 ‑ Changes on the web page are going to be few and far between this week as I'm in the midst of designing postal training programmes for slaves. This is very exciting stuff. I've been designing a really cool slave contract, and postal application, and putting together a couple of packages for slaves who have already sent me their information & tribute.
I will be making up slave manuals, which will be filled bi‑weekly with their written tasks & my written rules. The first one happens to be about dog training, and so far I've come up with some really cool things for a new little doggy that I've taken on training ‑ Her name is FiFi ‑‑‑‑ isn't that so cute?? Fifi craves to be treated as a little puppy dog, and that's exactly what she's going to get!!
Oh my GOD!! I just checked the stats, and it seems that on Feb 26th there were 126,074 hits to my site!!! Isn't that incredible. This past week it's been ranging between 100,000 ‑ 128,000 hits per day!!
Unfortunately my purse was stolen when my house was broken into, and I only found out today when I needed to get my drivers license and credit card to rent a car, till mine gets fixed (again)... So I've been busy in between setting up postal training programmes calling all my credit card companies and canceling my accounts ‑ Gee I hope that my dog bit this person really good (However the amount of blood around my house when I got here, tells me that she did!! ‑ Isn't she so good, protecting her Mistresses' home??)
I will be making up slave manuals, which will be filled bi‑weekly with their written tasks & my written rules. The first one happens to be about dog training, and so far I've come up with some really cool things for a new little doggy that I've taken on training ‑ Her name is FiFi ‑‑‑‑ isn't that so cute?? Fifi craves to be treated as a little puppy dog, and that's exactly what she's going to get!!
Oh my GOD!! I just checked the stats, and it seems that on Feb 26th there were 126,074 hits to my site!!! Isn't that incredible. This past week it's been ranging between 100,000 ‑ 128,000 hits per day!!
Unfortunately my purse was stolen when my house was broken into, and I only found out today when I needed to get my drivers license and credit card to rent a car, till mine gets fixed (again)... So I've been busy in between setting up postal training programmes calling all my credit card companies and canceling my accounts ‑ Gee I hope that my dog bit this person really good (However the amount of blood around my house when I got here, tells me that she did!! ‑ Isn't she so good, protecting her Mistresses' home??)
Monday, March 03, 1997
There's a Hole in my pump dear benny, dear benny, there's a hole in my pump...
03/03/97 ‑ Well it seems that the place that changed my oil didn't screw up & I actually have a hole in my pump.. so now my car is at the dealers, trying to be repaired... This is just one more thing in the whole long list of things that have gone wrong with my Camaro since I got it... It's so frustrating.. Don't they have Lemon Laws for cars in MD?? If anyone knows, can you e‑mail me??
I have no idea who broke into my house, but I guess they weren't counting on my dog being as fierce as she is... Nothing seems to be missing, but I really haven't had a chance to check... I'm feeling kind of weird about the whole thing, I guess 'cause I'm not pissed (or at least I haven't gotten so yet...)
I have no idea who broke into my house, but I guess they weren't counting on my dog being as fierce as she is... Nothing seems to be missing, but I really haven't had a chance to check... I'm feeling kind of weird about the whole thing, I guess 'cause I'm not pissed (or at least I haven't gotten so yet...)
Sunday, March 02, 1997
Break in
03/02/97 ‑ So what's been going on around here I hear you ask... Well quite a lot actually. I still have my period.. only this time it's sooooo unbelievably heavy!!
I had a slave of mine take my piece of crap Camero to get an oil change yesterday... and today I had to run a quick errand down to DC to pick up a chastity device I'd ordered for a slave... well on the way down there, I noticed that my oil light had come on.... and that my car was making strange noises.. I pulled over (luckily enough I was right outside The Four Provinces Pub & Restaurant) and my car had zero oil in it... So I was stuck there for 4+ hours waiting on a damn tow‑truck..... After I'd eaten some fish & chips, and drank a fuzzy navel (I really needed something with a kick to it, instead of my usual water!!) I really started to get BORED & PISSED...
When I got home I found that my house had been broken into... Nothing taken. It seems my rather fierce doggy had taken some bites out of whomever did it... and there was fresh blood all over the floor. Nice Sunday huh? Oh well I don't think things can get much worse.. can they?? Now my Monday is going to be spent fighting with the idiots that changed my oil, and forgot to screw the nut tight enough... like my car hasn't had enough of problems!
Anyhow, boy, did we have some hot sessions this week or what?? I tell you ‑ my new slaves are some of the sweetest, most adorable cuties that I've ever had! They are all sooooo willing to just do anything I ask of them, and I LOVE IT!! Keep coming!! God it's so nice and refreshing dominating intelligent men, who actually love & adore & worship women, and enjoy catering to their every whim!!
I had a slave of mine take my piece of crap Camero to get an oil change yesterday... and today I had to run a quick errand down to DC to pick up a chastity device I'd ordered for a slave... well on the way down there, I noticed that my oil light had come on.... and that my car was making strange noises.. I pulled over (luckily enough I was right outside The Four Provinces Pub & Restaurant) and my car had zero oil in it... So I was stuck there for 4+ hours waiting on a damn tow‑truck..... After I'd eaten some fish & chips, and drank a fuzzy navel (I really needed something with a kick to it, instead of my usual water!!) I really started to get BORED & PISSED...
When I got home I found that my house had been broken into... Nothing taken. It seems my rather fierce doggy had taken some bites out of whomever did it... and there was fresh blood all over the floor. Nice Sunday huh? Oh well I don't think things can get much worse.. can they?? Now my Monday is going to be spent fighting with the idiots that changed my oil, and forgot to screw the nut tight enough... like my car hasn't had enough of problems!
Anyhow, boy, did we have some hot sessions this week or what?? I tell you ‑ my new slaves are some of the sweetest, most adorable cuties that I've ever had! They are all sooooo willing to just do anything I ask of them, and I LOVE IT!! Keep coming!! God it's so nice and refreshing dominating intelligent men, who actually love & adore & worship women, and enjoy catering to their every whim!!
Friday, February 28, 1997
Me a bitch? No.... well ok...
02/28/97 ‑ OK, well I don't feel like such a bitch any longer... however, I'm still not bleeding, just getting that horrible bloating feeling, and I did have to eat 2 scoops of strawberry cheesecake ice‑cream late last night, before bed... so maybe I just feel like I'm in a somewhat nicer mood....
Lolita's hard drive just crashed ‑ it's a long story... and to make it very short..... she was carrying her computer to her car, and I decided to at the same time slap her in the face for some flippant remark that she had the audacity to make to me, well when my hand hit her face, she was standing in the doorway, and she swung her computer straight into the wall, so the upshot of it is, everything on her damn hard drive is now lost.... including her journal.... She's going to be wide awake all weekend long, re‑typing it. So hopefully next weekend I should finally be able to post her Xmas adventures with Ms Chanelle ( a really hot transsexual )... Once she gets it done, she's also going to be keeping a weekly sex journal!!
Lolita's hard drive just crashed ‑ it's a long story... and to make it very short..... she was carrying her computer to her car, and I decided to at the same time slap her in the face for some flippant remark that she had the audacity to make to me, well when my hand hit her face, she was standing in the doorway, and she swung her computer straight into the wall, so the upshot of it is, everything on her damn hard drive is now lost.... including her journal.... She's going to be wide awake all weekend long, re‑typing it. So hopefully next weekend I should finally be able to post her Xmas adventures with Ms Chanelle ( a really hot transsexual )... Once she gets it done, she's also going to be keeping a weekly sex journal!!
Thursday, February 27, 1997
Don't fuck off this Mistress....
02/27/97 ‑ I just want to clear up a couple of points for some of you out there.
1) Don't ever send me any e‑mail telling me I was wrong because I took the idiot below to task, who do you think you are, to question anything that I do? Let alone dare to tell me that I can't print or say what I damn well please on MY site. Perhaps there are other sites out there instead of mine that you are better suited to. Find them, and don't ever e‑mail me ever again, both of you know who you are, and take it from me, your e‑mail's will go straight into the trash. I will not put up with behaviour like that from my own slaves, let alone a pair of men that I don't even know. Get a life & steer well clear of mine.
2) I am extremely discreet when it comes to my clients, but time wasters, I have no patience for. I let it go the first time that this person did it, because I realize there are times when something's do come up.. i.e his so called flu. He had at least 3 weeks to think about this, and nobody made him schedule a session with Ms Nichole in the first place. We don't write to you, unless you write to us first. So if you don't have the balls to keep an appt, call us and tell us.
3) If you're not a submissive person, i.e if you're a switch, or a dominant man, don't write us, and don't cruise this site, it's only for submissive males & females & those in between. Definitely do not call me up on a Saturday night and demand that I see you, and then name drop senators & congressmen.. I could care less if you're Prince Philip, I don't want to play with you, and that's my choice. You hassling me, and calling me is not right, nor acceptable. And, if you can't follow the proper procedures that I've laid out for setting up an appointment to begin with, then I WON'T see you. UNDERSTOOD? Your name has also been blacklisted Dr.
4) I expect that when you call me up on the phone and leave me a message, that it's just as discreet & decent as the one you would expect back from me. Don't call me whining, or panting on the phone, leaving me a message to the tune of "Oh Mistress, Goddess, I'm sitting here on my knees just waiting for a call from you, call me back quickly ‑ within 15 minutes" I don't know you, I don't want to hear that ‑ you can leave a normal message that you would leave anywhere else, and do not ever demand that I call you back within 15 minutes. I sometimes don't check my phone messages for days at a time. I totally understand that the little wifey pooh may have gone grocery shopping or is doing the June Cleaver things that these women normally do, but ridiculous time constraints simply do not work for us. If this is something that you have to hide from your wife, and I understand that a lot of you do, there are many little things that you can do, that will discreetly keep it from her. Get a $10/month voice mail ‑ that way I can call you back, and leave a message telling you when I'm generally around the phone, or an alternate way to get in touch. It doesn't ring at your house, and you can call to pick up the messages anytime, from anywhere. You're also not near cardiac arrest every time your home phone rings, hoping that I paid attention to your message to not call after 4pm.... Put a password for Christ sake on your e‑mail account, especially those of you who use AOL. Your mail is stored on your computer (file manager) in the out box till you delete it, or once a week. Your wife can easily log on, and read old outgoing, or incoming mail, without you having the slightest clue that she did. Disable the option to keep old mail on it.
Now, it just so happens that I got a great article sent to me from Bobbi Swan of Our Way Magazine, that Mistress Marie put together and that they both thought would go great with this particular topic. Her sentiments are mine exactly, so pay close attention to this. And, in case you're wondering, Yes I am PMSing.
Rejection by Mistress
Many of you that have read Mistress Marie's columns in recent issues and recognized her as being a splendid writer as well most skilled in Her working with crossdressers. When Patricia stimulated me as Big Sister to discuss problems associated with the "vacuum" that may occur with a submissive becoming so completely subject to his Mistress that his world becomes to crumble if control by Her is severed or cut off. This may occur if the Mistress becomes preoccupied with others, business or personal ‑‑ or off on a trip. It may however, be that the Mistress has lost interest with Her slave. I raised this issue at a delightful Valentine's Day luncheon with Mistress Marie and asked for Her views. As usual, She responded with great zeal. So much, that I was asked to perhaps preface ‑‑ or follow Her discourse with a softening to remind our readers that She is a most gracious, friendly and caring person. Ms. Marie felt Her remarks might make Her to be a mean, stern, old witch. I was well prepared for this and as I received the final draft I found this heading!!
*** Bobbi:On second thought, leave it the way it is. I'm getting tired of being subservient to my submissives..***
So read on and enjoy, better yet, listen carefully my girls and take heed how to better serve your Mistress and receive the attention you yearn for!!!!
Attracting, Pleasing, Serving and Keeping The Attention of a Mistress
Your big sister, Ms. Bobbi, asked me to give some input into an experience several of her little sisters have mentioned: That once you are fascinated by, addicted to, or totally wrapped up in your Mistress, She loses interest, suspends Her attention, or may even actively repulse your services. I laughed because, while this is not a frequent occurrence with me (my screening process is usually strenuous), it is one I have been on the other side of often enough to truly identify with, and sympathize with, the Mistress. Ask an honest question and you get an honest answer. However, you may not like that honest answer. My responses are more suitable to those who have lost or antagonized a professional mistress, but bear considering for any dominant‑submissive relationship. Mistresses, professional or not, end or discourage relationships for the same reasons anyone does: the relationship has become unpleasant, a chore, one‑sided, or an outright nuisance. If She is a good mistress, it is your responsibility to make Her want you. The following describe people I will not see:
You may be dominant when I decide to let You be, Mistress!
First, let's look at a dominant female‑submissive male relationship. If the dominant female considers Herself a life‑style Mistress, She can presumably bear some dissension in the ranks, but not much. Your image of Her is probably one of a loving, demanding czar. If She acts like a czar, and cuts you loose when you don't listen, behave, or follow Her rules, you have only yourself to blame.
See how submissive I can sometimes be!
You think it's perfectly amazing what you are willing to do for your Mistress. Especially if She sees many submissives, you haven't the first clue what the others are willing to do for Her. You may be low girl on the totem pole, bunky. Without a doubt, She finds it tiresome to continually convince you to engage in activities that others participate in willingly and eagerly. She does not want to remind you to give Her the respect She deserves. She doesn't want to spend time repeating anything at all.
Your time is my time, Mistress!
Do you call your Mistress too frequently? (Frequently being Her definition, not yours.) Some Mistresses think once a week is too much. I receive an average of 65 phone calls a day, even though I spend hours on the phone in between. I will be greatly antagonized if you call every day, or worse still, several times a day, to say nothing, or to have me entertain you.
Are you respectful of Her hours? I insist that no one calls me before 11 AM. My phone rings around the clock. My only solution is to turn it off regularly, and I resent this necessity. My stated preference for starting appointments is between 11 AM and 8 PM, and I am regularly nagged into playing earlier or later. I expect a minimum of 24 hours notice before play. Ask me how much I love it when the phone rings and someone says, "May I come over now?"
Also see Case 2: Timeliness, below. Do you bear in mind that your Mistress may have a life? Again, it is often necessary for me to turn off my phone. (I am playing, sleeping, or entertaining vanilla guests. You do leave blatant messages; I never do, nor would most of you want me to.) If you call while the phone is off, or I am out, and call 10 minutes later, and 15 minutes later, I will get rid of you. Your messages are often pseudo‑dominant, rude, or whiny. ("Mistress, if You're there, pick up! " "Mistress, I'll call You back in 5 minutes, will You please pick up?!" " Mistress, why are You mad at me?") . Believe it or not, and no one who sees me seems to believe it, I am infrequently just not in the mood to discuss your fantasies. You get an occasional break from work, I don't.
Actually, when you are insistent that I drop everything and respond to you now, you do make my hobby, my avocation, my joy, seem like work to me. Then I drop you.
Do you practice common courtesy? Do you take the 10 seconds to ask, on the phone, "Did I reach you at a bad time, Mistress?" before launching into your monologue? Maybe my best friend, and her children, are at my elbow. (Don't ask why I would pick up the phone, then, that labels you as completely hopeless.) Maybe I am watching a movie, eating dinner, or on my way out. I do not exist for the sole purpose of being at your beck and call. Practice common courtesy. Do you appreciate the time you are given, or do you come to expect it? I usually make 2‑hour appointments. If I am enjoying myself with the submissive male in question, I will keep him, and continue playing. Recently, I have been ill with bronchial flu. One previous "favorite" made an appointment with me shortly after. I kept him 4 hours. He called the next day to complain that I had "rushed" him out, that he felt we spent "too much time" on one activity. I kept him twice as long as he should have expected, and he had no regard whatsoever either for the fact that I was recuperating, or that the session in question was very expensive for me.
Pay up Mistress, what do you mean, Tribute?
Read this whether or not you are interested in a professional Mistress!
You don't insult me if you question or complain about my fee. On the contrary, I usually am amused, and label you a novice, a user, a sponge, an egotist, non‑submissive, cheap, and as someone who has difficulty maintaining any relationship, unless the woman pays both your ways. Let's see: I provide the location, the refreshments, the toys, the expendables (condoms, lube, gloves, film). Usually I provide the wardrobe, fresh stockings and shoes. You shower here (soap, shampoo, and lotions‑often you demand special brands). I am responsible for the ambiance, (candles, mood‑music, scent), for setting the scene and cleaning up and laundering afterwards. My phone is a major expense. (One "submissive" male out of state became very peeved when I suggested he send a tribute to cover his wanting me to call him regularly.) I shop for my submissives, and frequently gift them with items they need or want. I constantly renew my own wardrobe, toys, and research materials. And I am a lifestyle, full‑time dominatrix. My complete needs must be satisfied by the people I keep myself available for 24 hours a day.
Some time ago, I performed a rather extensive analysis of how much it costs me to see someone. Disregarding rent, utilities and similar "normal living expenses", the answer then was $50. The cost has certainly gone up. So I do laugh when angry "submissives" with low self esteem insist that if I were "really" dominant, if I "really" enjoyed what I do, I would see them for "free". (I should probably treat them to a nice dinner, too, right?)
So, driving in a point: If you are a financial drain on me, I have no use for you whatsoever. I am considerate. If you are not, it is highly unlikely that you are, on the other hand, fun to play with or to be around. Balancing the financial scales is always intelligent.
I am Janie One‑Note, Mistress, and I pick the topic!
When asked why I won't see men under the age of 35, my response is that eventually we must have a conversation, and I can't talk to them. A balanced conversation is usually not a crossdresser's strong point. If you call me, you are probably dressed, and you want to talk about it‑‑about shopping for clothes, trying on clothes, additions to your wardrobe, what you are wearing, where you might find an article, or that you looked for or purchased an item I instructed you to obtain. If we talk about play, you whine that you want me to throw a party, invite my girlfriends, and have you serve. (I don't really need to be reminded of this, actually, ever. I know what you want, that's why I'm good. If I choose to satisfy this desire, it will be on my time table, not yours.) Should I change the subject, even momentarily, off of crossdressing, (I read a good book, saw a good movie, won the lottery, died yesterday), some of you will wait, palpably impatiently, and change the subject back to dressing at the first opportunity, no matter how tenuous the bridge.
I can't talk about anything at all to the complete exclusion of everything else. It gets boring, no matter how much you enjoy the topic. People who cannot chat about a variety of daily events have no relationship, at least not with me.
I'm really submissive, Mistress, I'm just not obedient!
If you are not positively responsive to 98 percent of my orders, usually without question, you won't be around long.
Case 1: Following orders. You call very frequently. In the last call, I said, "I want you to go out and purchase red panties, and be wearing them the next time you call me." The next day, you call, and when prompted (and why did I have to prompt you, anyway?) say you didn't get them, because... I don't need or want to hear the reason. The only pertinent information here is that you did not do what you were told to do. And you didn't have the common sense to put on the purple panties you already own before you called, or to wait to call until you had accomplished what you were told to accomplish.
Case 2: Self‑determination. I blindfold you, and am doing something so interesting that you remove the blindfold yourself while I am occupied, because you "want to see". Actually, this specific example has happened to me only once. I sent him home immediately.
Case 3: Call waiting. You get one chance at messing this one up; I announce my policy after that. My time is valuable, and if your interest is speaking with me until someone better comes along, I don't need you. If you are expecting an important call, then don't call me to pass the time while you're waiting for it. I don't play second string. Call waiting is extremely rude for any reason other than receiving emergency calls from stranded children. Put me on hold and you will never speak to me again.
Case 4: Listening. One of my pet peeves is the improper use of the verbs can and may. "Can I?" means Am I able to? "May I?" means Am I permitted to? Can I remove this blindfold? and May I remove this blindfold? are two entirely different questions. I don't like explaining simple rules once, and I certainly don't like explaining them ten times a session. (No imperative sentences. Use Please and Thank You and Yes, Mistress. Don't leave my toilet seat up‑especially if you're dressed. Don't do anything without asking, properly, for permission.) If what I like is important to you, then you will listen. And if you don't listen, I will drop you.
I know You're discreet Mistress, but You can tell me!
I have difficulty finding a submissive male to carry on a continuing, close relationship with for one of two reasons:
1) Half are threatened by, jealous of, or uncomfortable with the fact that I will continue to play with other submissive males.
2) Half are extremely pruriently interested in my activities with other submissive males. Both of these behaviors are frequently exhibited by most submissive males I do see. I understand that I maintain a lifestyle about which you are curious. However, I don't ask to see your W‑2, and you shouldn't ask me how many men I see on any given week. The response will be "None of your business." If you have any class at all, at least by that point you understand that you have asked for very personal financial information. (Remember the movie "Giant", where Rock Hudson thought it was uncouth to state the number of acres in his ranch?) You are curious about other people's tolerances. My personal opinion is that, if you can take 3 seconds of hot wax, and you manage 4, you have done better than your best for me. To me, this is exactly as good as someone who can take an hour of hot wax, and manages an hour and 5 minutes. Neither of you is better. You are not in competition with each other. Maybe you take more weights, or have prettier legs. You are in competition only with yourself. If I mention that Susie‑Q can do whatever, I am not announcing it as a standard, as a goal, or as anything at all but a curiosity.
I am by nature cautious, discreet, and reticent. I love what I do, and will discuss activities without particulars. If I find you responding jealously, or asking for intimate names and details, I will be repulsed. If you put yourself in competition with others' "achievements", I will be alarmed. If you treat me as if I were your own personal 1‑900 experience, I will be insulted. Regardless of how much fun you are, I will drop you.
Change Yourself to suit me, Mistress!
It is, after all, possible that your Mistress realizes your interests do not coincide. I love crossdressers. I also love administering pain. I can occasionally tolerate a dresser who desires stroking only, but I am neither going to allow that submissive to dictate to me, nor force that submissive into activities he will certainly not enjoy. I will gently suggest he keep looking.
Forgive my odor, Mistress, may we proceed?
If you haven't found yourself in any of the above, we will consider the elementary necessities. There used to be a mouthwash commercial, "Even your best friend won't tell you". Mistresses are, after all, human beings. Some of your bad behaviors are so basic, it seems useless to correct you for them. If you don't know better by now, you'll never learn.
Case 1: Cleanliness. Would you go to your doctor for a thorough exam without bathing, shampooing, putting on fresh clothes? Does your doctor inspect you as thoroughly as your Mistress does? Even those who exhibit immaculate hygiene can be offensive, particularly with odors. I personally hate greasy or sticky hair. If your Mistress commonly uses a dildo on you, She expects and appreciates cleanliness. She does not relish a bag of clothes you have used strenuously before bringing them to see Her. If it is necessary for me to be more graphic on this topic, your hygiene is likely the reason She lost interest.
Case 2: Timeliness. If you make an appointment to see me, and can't make it, chances are good that I can substitute for you, given adequate notice. It never ceases to amaze me that submissive males are surprised when I raise their fee after they stand me up. (Most of my friends will not make an appointment with them again if they do so.) If they cancel twice on short notice, I require their fee be delivered at least 24 hours in advance of our play. Some submissives arrive hours late, some very early. Any additional cancellation, stand up, or costly or inconvenient behavior results in my refusing to see them or to talk to them again. I am lenient. They are thoughtless, rude, and costly.
Case 3: Personality. Face it, precious, you may be an oaf. I am, personally, non‑judgmental. I don't appreciate bigotry in those around me. Crossdressers may not lambaste foot fetishists anymore than any one at all is allowed to criticize crossdressers. I don't want to hear racial, religious, or any other intolerance or slurs. I don't appreciate pomposity in any form, particularly not from a submissive male.
Case 4: Losers. After all, who would want you around? If you have no friends, there's probably a reason, but you'll never recognize yourself in this list: Whiners, Hypochondriacs, Doom and Gloomers Braggarts, Habitual Liars, The Terminally Coy or Self‑Important Drug Users/Addicts/Alcoholics The Secretive‑You get my name, home address, and phone number. I get a pseudonym. Petty Thieves‑I know what's missing when you leave; I know you intentionally short‑changed me; I know you did not accidentally pack my items with yours. Ask, if you want a souvenir. Ask beforehand if you are "a little short today".
If all else fails, may I punt, Mistress?
If you have been let loose by a particular Mistress, She is the best source for the reason behind Her action. Why not ask? My guess is, She'll tell you.
In summary, there are many reasons a Mistress may choose to put distance into, or lose interest in, a relationship. Most involve a major lack of consideration on the submissive's part. Mistresses are not usually reticent about their desires. As a submissive, it is your responsibility to listen, then change, adapt, accommodate, or move on.
A personal note: I missed writing for you girls last month. The flu lasted 5 weeks, and is mercifully, history. Thankfully, it held off hitting me till after my birthday. Ms. Bobbi arranged a wonderful birthday lunch. Take your vitamins, get your rest, and stay healthy!
Love to You All,
Ms. Marie
Bless you Ms. Marie for another fine article ‑‑ and one that we should all take heed. That's me too!!! ‑‑ for one of the things I abhor most is leaving the toilet seat up. And yes, I did that when I was fussing about the day I took Her to the birthday lunch. I have been told how I will pay for that mishap!!! Ms. Bobbi
I will second that, please take careful note of all of these points, because any good Mistress will feel exactly the same way. You are here to serve us, not waste our time, cost us money, or cater to you. I couldn't have said this much better myself. I don't think that you understand how much time and effort we put into each of you, sometimes there's just no more left to give. This was the case with Brandon.
Our e‑mail addresses are still not working as Michael (the ex‑provider) is dicking us around big time. It really pisses me off, especially as he's paid up through till the 10th of March, and should still be providing me with service. I wish I knew a lawyer who could send him a threatening letter!! And one to my dealership, for my piece of crap car, that has leaked constantly since I bought it, and that has had a mountain of problems since I drove it out of the showroom. Don't ever buy a Camero. Take it from me,. please they are pieces of junk!
By the way, We're not taking any appts on March 7th after 6pm, as we're going to see Howard Stern's Movie, Private Parts!!
God I'm in a great mood am I not? I think I'm going to go take a nice long hot shower, and chill out for about half an hour... then perhaps if I feel like it, I'll add some new stories for you all to read & salivatate over!!
OK, well I've somewhat chilled out, thank god my next appt is with a real masochist, who just love's having the absolute shit beat out of him, this pain slut has no limits what‑so‑ever as I'm constantly breaking them!!! He has it marked in his calendar when my period should be starting, and has a long standing appt booked with me. I hope I'm only grumpy for another day or so, and then I'll start bleeding profusely, then it'll be all over!! Thank heavens for that!!
1) Don't ever send me any e‑mail telling me I was wrong because I took the idiot below to task, who do you think you are, to question anything that I do? Let alone dare to tell me that I can't print or say what I damn well please on MY site. Perhaps there are other sites out there instead of mine that you are better suited to. Find them, and don't ever e‑mail me ever again, both of you know who you are, and take it from me, your e‑mail's will go straight into the trash. I will not put up with behaviour like that from my own slaves, let alone a pair of men that I don't even know. Get a life & steer well clear of mine.
2) I am extremely discreet when it comes to my clients, but time wasters, I have no patience for. I let it go the first time that this person did it, because I realize there are times when something's do come up.. i.e his so called flu. He had at least 3 weeks to think about this, and nobody made him schedule a session with Ms Nichole in the first place. We don't write to you, unless you write to us first. So if you don't have the balls to keep an appt, call us and tell us.
3) If you're not a submissive person, i.e if you're a switch, or a dominant man, don't write us, and don't cruise this site, it's only for submissive males & females & those in between. Definitely do not call me up on a Saturday night and demand that I see you, and then name drop senators & congressmen.. I could care less if you're Prince Philip, I don't want to play with you, and that's my choice. You hassling me, and calling me is not right, nor acceptable. And, if you can't follow the proper procedures that I've laid out for setting up an appointment to begin with, then I WON'T see you. UNDERSTOOD? Your name has also been blacklisted Dr.
4) I expect that when you call me up on the phone and leave me a message, that it's just as discreet & decent as the one you would expect back from me. Don't call me whining, or panting on the phone, leaving me a message to the tune of "Oh Mistress, Goddess, I'm sitting here on my knees just waiting for a call from you, call me back quickly ‑ within 15 minutes" I don't know you, I don't want to hear that ‑ you can leave a normal message that you would leave anywhere else, and do not ever demand that I call you back within 15 minutes. I sometimes don't check my phone messages for days at a time. I totally understand that the little wifey pooh may have gone grocery shopping or is doing the June Cleaver things that these women normally do, but ridiculous time constraints simply do not work for us. If this is something that you have to hide from your wife, and I understand that a lot of you do, there are many little things that you can do, that will discreetly keep it from her. Get a $10/month voice mail ‑ that way I can call you back, and leave a message telling you when I'm generally around the phone, or an alternate way to get in touch. It doesn't ring at your house, and you can call to pick up the messages anytime, from anywhere. You're also not near cardiac arrest every time your home phone rings, hoping that I paid attention to your message to not call after 4pm.... Put a password for Christ sake on your e‑mail account, especially those of you who use AOL. Your mail is stored on your computer (file manager) in the out box till you delete it, or once a week. Your wife can easily log on, and read old outgoing, or incoming mail, without you having the slightest clue that she did. Disable the option to keep old mail on it.
Now, it just so happens that I got a great article sent to me from Bobbi Swan of Our Way Magazine, that Mistress Marie put together and that they both thought would go great with this particular topic. Her sentiments are mine exactly, so pay close attention to this. And, in case you're wondering, Yes I am PMSing.
Rejection by Mistress
Many of you that have read Mistress Marie's columns in recent issues and recognized her as being a splendid writer as well most skilled in Her working with crossdressers. When Patricia stimulated me as Big Sister to discuss problems associated with the "vacuum" that may occur with a submissive becoming so completely subject to his Mistress that his world becomes to crumble if control by Her is severed or cut off. This may occur if the Mistress becomes preoccupied with others, business or personal ‑‑ or off on a trip. It may however, be that the Mistress has lost interest with Her slave. I raised this issue at a delightful Valentine's Day luncheon with Mistress Marie and asked for Her views. As usual, She responded with great zeal. So much, that I was asked to perhaps preface ‑‑ or follow Her discourse with a softening to remind our readers that She is a most gracious, friendly and caring person. Ms. Marie felt Her remarks might make Her to be a mean, stern, old witch. I was well prepared for this and as I received the final draft I found this heading!!
*** Bobbi:On second thought, leave it the way it is. I'm getting tired of being subservient to my submissives..***
So read on and enjoy, better yet, listen carefully my girls and take heed how to better serve your Mistress and receive the attention you yearn for!!!!
Attracting, Pleasing, Serving and Keeping The Attention of a Mistress
Your big sister, Ms. Bobbi, asked me to give some input into an experience several of her little sisters have mentioned: That once you are fascinated by, addicted to, or totally wrapped up in your Mistress, She loses interest, suspends Her attention, or may even actively repulse your services. I laughed because, while this is not a frequent occurrence with me (my screening process is usually strenuous), it is one I have been on the other side of often enough to truly identify with, and sympathize with, the Mistress. Ask an honest question and you get an honest answer. However, you may not like that honest answer. My responses are more suitable to those who have lost or antagonized a professional mistress, but bear considering for any dominant‑submissive relationship. Mistresses, professional or not, end or discourage relationships for the same reasons anyone does: the relationship has become unpleasant, a chore, one‑sided, or an outright nuisance. If She is a good mistress, it is your responsibility to make Her want you. The following describe people I will not see:
You may be dominant when I decide to let You be, Mistress!
First, let's look at a dominant female‑submissive male relationship. If the dominant female considers Herself a life‑style Mistress, She can presumably bear some dissension in the ranks, but not much. Your image of Her is probably one of a loving, demanding czar. If She acts like a czar, and cuts you loose when you don't listen, behave, or follow Her rules, you have only yourself to blame.
See how submissive I can sometimes be!
You think it's perfectly amazing what you are willing to do for your Mistress. Especially if She sees many submissives, you haven't the first clue what the others are willing to do for Her. You may be low girl on the totem pole, bunky. Without a doubt, She finds it tiresome to continually convince you to engage in activities that others participate in willingly and eagerly. She does not want to remind you to give Her the respect She deserves. She doesn't want to spend time repeating anything at all.
Your time is my time, Mistress!
Do you call your Mistress too frequently? (Frequently being Her definition, not yours.) Some Mistresses think once a week is too much. I receive an average of 65 phone calls a day, even though I spend hours on the phone in between. I will be greatly antagonized if you call every day, or worse still, several times a day, to say nothing, or to have me entertain you.
Are you respectful of Her hours? I insist that no one calls me before 11 AM. My phone rings around the clock. My only solution is to turn it off regularly, and I resent this necessity. My stated preference for starting appointments is between 11 AM and 8 PM, and I am regularly nagged into playing earlier or later. I expect a minimum of 24 hours notice before play. Ask me how much I love it when the phone rings and someone says, "May I come over now?"
Also see Case 2: Timeliness, below. Do you bear in mind that your Mistress may have a life? Again, it is often necessary for me to turn off my phone. (I am playing, sleeping, or entertaining vanilla guests. You do leave blatant messages; I never do, nor would most of you want me to.) If you call while the phone is off, or I am out, and call 10 minutes later, and 15 minutes later, I will get rid of you. Your messages are often pseudo‑dominant, rude, or whiny. ("Mistress, if You're there, pick up! " "Mistress, I'll call You back in 5 minutes, will You please pick up?!" " Mistress, why are You mad at me?") . Believe it or not, and no one who sees me seems to believe it, I am infrequently just not in the mood to discuss your fantasies. You get an occasional break from work, I don't.
Actually, when you are insistent that I drop everything and respond to you now, you do make my hobby, my avocation, my joy, seem like work to me. Then I drop you.
Do you practice common courtesy? Do you take the 10 seconds to ask, on the phone, "Did I reach you at a bad time, Mistress?" before launching into your monologue? Maybe my best friend, and her children, are at my elbow. (Don't ask why I would pick up the phone, then, that labels you as completely hopeless.) Maybe I am watching a movie, eating dinner, or on my way out. I do not exist for the sole purpose of being at your beck and call. Practice common courtesy. Do you appreciate the time you are given, or do you come to expect it? I usually make 2‑hour appointments. If I am enjoying myself with the submissive male in question, I will keep him, and continue playing. Recently, I have been ill with bronchial flu. One previous "favorite" made an appointment with me shortly after. I kept him 4 hours. He called the next day to complain that I had "rushed" him out, that he felt we spent "too much time" on one activity. I kept him twice as long as he should have expected, and he had no regard whatsoever either for the fact that I was recuperating, or that the session in question was very expensive for me.
Pay up Mistress, what do you mean, Tribute?
Read this whether or not you are interested in a professional Mistress!
You don't insult me if you question or complain about my fee. On the contrary, I usually am amused, and label you a novice, a user, a sponge, an egotist, non‑submissive, cheap, and as someone who has difficulty maintaining any relationship, unless the woman pays both your ways. Let's see: I provide the location, the refreshments, the toys, the expendables (condoms, lube, gloves, film). Usually I provide the wardrobe, fresh stockings and shoes. You shower here (soap, shampoo, and lotions‑often you demand special brands). I am responsible for the ambiance, (candles, mood‑music, scent), for setting the scene and cleaning up and laundering afterwards. My phone is a major expense. (One "submissive" male out of state became very peeved when I suggested he send a tribute to cover his wanting me to call him regularly.) I shop for my submissives, and frequently gift them with items they need or want. I constantly renew my own wardrobe, toys, and research materials. And I am a lifestyle, full‑time dominatrix. My complete needs must be satisfied by the people I keep myself available for 24 hours a day.
Some time ago, I performed a rather extensive analysis of how much it costs me to see someone. Disregarding rent, utilities and similar "normal living expenses", the answer then was $50. The cost has certainly gone up. So I do laugh when angry "submissives" with low self esteem insist that if I were "really" dominant, if I "really" enjoyed what I do, I would see them for "free". (I should probably treat them to a nice dinner, too, right?)
So, driving in a point: If you are a financial drain on me, I have no use for you whatsoever. I am considerate. If you are not, it is highly unlikely that you are, on the other hand, fun to play with or to be around. Balancing the financial scales is always intelligent.
I am Janie One‑Note, Mistress, and I pick the topic!
When asked why I won't see men under the age of 35, my response is that eventually we must have a conversation, and I can't talk to them. A balanced conversation is usually not a crossdresser's strong point. If you call me, you are probably dressed, and you want to talk about it‑‑about shopping for clothes, trying on clothes, additions to your wardrobe, what you are wearing, where you might find an article, or that you looked for or purchased an item I instructed you to obtain. If we talk about play, you whine that you want me to throw a party, invite my girlfriends, and have you serve. (I don't really need to be reminded of this, actually, ever. I know what you want, that's why I'm good. If I choose to satisfy this desire, it will be on my time table, not yours.) Should I change the subject, even momentarily, off of crossdressing, (I read a good book, saw a good movie, won the lottery, died yesterday), some of you will wait, palpably impatiently, and change the subject back to dressing at the first opportunity, no matter how tenuous the bridge.
I can't talk about anything at all to the complete exclusion of everything else. It gets boring, no matter how much you enjoy the topic. People who cannot chat about a variety of daily events have no relationship, at least not with me.
I'm really submissive, Mistress, I'm just not obedient!
If you are not positively responsive to 98 percent of my orders, usually without question, you won't be around long.
Case 1: Following orders. You call very frequently. In the last call, I said, "I want you to go out and purchase red panties, and be wearing them the next time you call me." The next day, you call, and when prompted (and why did I have to prompt you, anyway?) say you didn't get them, because... I don't need or want to hear the reason. The only pertinent information here is that you did not do what you were told to do. And you didn't have the common sense to put on the purple panties you already own before you called, or to wait to call until you had accomplished what you were told to accomplish.
Case 2: Self‑determination. I blindfold you, and am doing something so interesting that you remove the blindfold yourself while I am occupied, because you "want to see". Actually, this specific example has happened to me only once. I sent him home immediately.
Case 3: Call waiting. You get one chance at messing this one up; I announce my policy after that. My time is valuable, and if your interest is speaking with me until someone better comes along, I don't need you. If you are expecting an important call, then don't call me to pass the time while you're waiting for it. I don't play second string. Call waiting is extremely rude for any reason other than receiving emergency calls from stranded children. Put me on hold and you will never speak to me again.
Case 4: Listening. One of my pet peeves is the improper use of the verbs can and may. "Can I?" means Am I able to? "May I?" means Am I permitted to? Can I remove this blindfold? and May I remove this blindfold? are two entirely different questions. I don't like explaining simple rules once, and I certainly don't like explaining them ten times a session. (No imperative sentences. Use Please and Thank You and Yes, Mistress. Don't leave my toilet seat up‑especially if you're dressed. Don't do anything without asking, properly, for permission.) If what I like is important to you, then you will listen. And if you don't listen, I will drop you.
I know You're discreet Mistress, but You can tell me!
I have difficulty finding a submissive male to carry on a continuing, close relationship with for one of two reasons:
1) Half are threatened by, jealous of, or uncomfortable with the fact that I will continue to play with other submissive males.
2) Half are extremely pruriently interested in my activities with other submissive males. Both of these behaviors are frequently exhibited by most submissive males I do see. I understand that I maintain a lifestyle about which you are curious. However, I don't ask to see your W‑2, and you shouldn't ask me how many men I see on any given week. The response will be "None of your business." If you have any class at all, at least by that point you understand that you have asked for very personal financial information. (Remember the movie "Giant", where Rock Hudson thought it was uncouth to state the number of acres in his ranch?) You are curious about other people's tolerances. My personal opinion is that, if you can take 3 seconds of hot wax, and you manage 4, you have done better than your best for me. To me, this is exactly as good as someone who can take an hour of hot wax, and manages an hour and 5 minutes. Neither of you is better. You are not in competition with each other. Maybe you take more weights, or have prettier legs. You are in competition only with yourself. If I mention that Susie‑Q can do whatever, I am not announcing it as a standard, as a goal, or as anything at all but a curiosity.
I am by nature cautious, discreet, and reticent. I love what I do, and will discuss activities without particulars. If I find you responding jealously, or asking for intimate names and details, I will be repulsed. If you put yourself in competition with others' "achievements", I will be alarmed. If you treat me as if I were your own personal 1‑900 experience, I will be insulted. Regardless of how much fun you are, I will drop you.
Change Yourself to suit me, Mistress!
It is, after all, possible that your Mistress realizes your interests do not coincide. I love crossdressers. I also love administering pain. I can occasionally tolerate a dresser who desires stroking only, but I am neither going to allow that submissive to dictate to me, nor force that submissive into activities he will certainly not enjoy. I will gently suggest he keep looking.
Forgive my odor, Mistress, may we proceed?
If you haven't found yourself in any of the above, we will consider the elementary necessities. There used to be a mouthwash commercial, "Even your best friend won't tell you". Mistresses are, after all, human beings. Some of your bad behaviors are so basic, it seems useless to correct you for them. If you don't know better by now, you'll never learn.
Case 1: Cleanliness. Would you go to your doctor for a thorough exam without bathing, shampooing, putting on fresh clothes? Does your doctor inspect you as thoroughly as your Mistress does? Even those who exhibit immaculate hygiene can be offensive, particularly with odors. I personally hate greasy or sticky hair. If your Mistress commonly uses a dildo on you, She expects and appreciates cleanliness. She does not relish a bag of clothes you have used strenuously before bringing them to see Her. If it is necessary for me to be more graphic on this topic, your hygiene is likely the reason She lost interest.
Case 2: Timeliness. If you make an appointment to see me, and can't make it, chances are good that I can substitute for you, given adequate notice. It never ceases to amaze me that submissive males are surprised when I raise their fee after they stand me up. (Most of my friends will not make an appointment with them again if they do so.) If they cancel twice on short notice, I require their fee be delivered at least 24 hours in advance of our play. Some submissives arrive hours late, some very early. Any additional cancellation, stand up, or costly or inconvenient behavior results in my refusing to see them or to talk to them again. I am lenient. They are thoughtless, rude, and costly.
Case 3: Personality. Face it, precious, you may be an oaf. I am, personally, non‑judgmental. I don't appreciate bigotry in those around me. Crossdressers may not lambaste foot fetishists anymore than any one at all is allowed to criticize crossdressers. I don't want to hear racial, religious, or any other intolerance or slurs. I don't appreciate pomposity in any form, particularly not from a submissive male.
Case 4: Losers. After all, who would want you around? If you have no friends, there's probably a reason, but you'll never recognize yourself in this list: Whiners, Hypochondriacs, Doom and Gloomers Braggarts, Habitual Liars, The Terminally Coy or Self‑Important Drug Users/Addicts/Alcoholics The Secretive‑You get my name, home address, and phone number. I get a pseudonym. Petty Thieves‑I know what's missing when you leave; I know you intentionally short‑changed me; I know you did not accidentally pack my items with yours. Ask, if you want a souvenir. Ask beforehand if you are "a little short today".
If all else fails, may I punt, Mistress?
If you have been let loose by a particular Mistress, She is the best source for the reason behind Her action. Why not ask? My guess is, She'll tell you.
In summary, there are many reasons a Mistress may choose to put distance into, or lose interest in, a relationship. Most involve a major lack of consideration on the submissive's part. Mistresses are not usually reticent about their desires. As a submissive, it is your responsibility to listen, then change, adapt, accommodate, or move on.
A personal note: I missed writing for you girls last month. The flu lasted 5 weeks, and is mercifully, history. Thankfully, it held off hitting me till after my birthday. Ms. Bobbi arranged a wonderful birthday lunch. Take your vitamins, get your rest, and stay healthy!
Love to You All,
Ms. Marie
Bless you Ms. Marie for another fine article ‑‑ and one that we should all take heed. That's me too!!! ‑‑ for one of the things I abhor most is leaving the toilet seat up. And yes, I did that when I was fussing about the day I took Her to the birthday lunch. I have been told how I will pay for that mishap!!! Ms. Bobbi
I will second that, please take careful note of all of these points, because any good Mistress will feel exactly the same way. You are here to serve us, not waste our time, cost us money, or cater to you. I couldn't have said this much better myself. I don't think that you understand how much time and effort we put into each of you, sometimes there's just no more left to give. This was the case with Brandon.
Our e‑mail addresses are still not working as Michael (the ex‑provider) is dicking us around big time. It really pisses me off, especially as he's paid up through till the 10th of March, and should still be providing me with service. I wish I knew a lawyer who could send him a threatening letter!! And one to my dealership, for my piece of crap car, that has leaked constantly since I bought it, and that has had a mountain of problems since I drove it out of the showroom. Don't ever buy a Camero. Take it from me,. please they are pieces of junk!
By the way, We're not taking any appts on March 7th after 6pm, as we're going to see Howard Stern's Movie, Private Parts!!
God I'm in a great mood am I not? I think I'm going to go take a nice long hot shower, and chill out for about half an hour... then perhaps if I feel like it, I'll add some new stories for you all to read & salivatate over!!
OK, well I've somewhat chilled out, thank god my next appt is with a real masochist, who just love's having the absolute shit beat out of him, this pain slut has no limits what‑so‑ever as I'm constantly breaking them!!! He has it marked in his calendar when my period should be starting, and has a long standing appt booked with me. I hope I'm only grumpy for another day or so, and then I'll start bleeding profusely, then it'll be all over!! Thank heavens for that!!
Wednesday, February 26, 1997
Fucking idiot!
02/26/97 ‑Oh and something that I totally forgot to mention this past Saturday.... That really PISSES US OFF ‑‑‑ DO NOT EVER book an appointment with one of my associates, or myself, and not show up, or call to cancel. This is rudeness at it's fullest, and we don't appreciate having our time wasted. However, Brandon Sesler thought that it would be OK to not once, but twice stand Ms Nichole up. Brandon was Ms Nichole's Saturday appt, who called in the morning at her specified time, for directions.. whatever for, I'm not sure, as he obviously had no intention at that point of showing up anyway. The previous week had called at the last minute to say he had the flu... OK we can understand that this is flu season, and sometimes things just come up. But at least give the Mistress a courtesy call, and re‑schedule for another time. To not just show up when you're expected, is an extremely rude thing to do. We spend a lot of time getting dressed and ready for you, not to mention the work that goes into setting up the dungeons, just with candles etc., that we don't expect to be left sitting down there waiting for some IDIOT or ASSHOLE that has no intention of ever showing up!! We are no different than anyone else you schedule time to be with... If I book an appt with my DR, and I just suddenly decide that I can't be bothered to go, I get a bill in the mail, for that time regardless of whether I show up or not.
Now for those of you reading this who may have done this before in the past ‑ this is why most professional dommes will not give you the time of day, until you're actually sitting in front of us, and we know that you're totally serious about learning from us, or being taught a whole new lifestyle game. Because of assholes like Brandon Sesler everyone gets a bad rap. Things like no‑shows or last minute cancellations do not happen very often for us, because we like to be very thorough in our e‑mails with you, and in making sure that this is something that you are totally serious about. Obviously Brandon Sesler was one who slipped through the cracks.
Anyhow I'm not going to waste anymore space on this particular idiot.
My new little submissive slut/whore is coming again this Saturday night, to have fun with Ms Ashleigh, Lolita, and myself. Charles is such a little cock‑sucker, and Lolita does have a very nice 9" dick. Perhaps we'll make them do all sorts of nasty little things for our amusement. I should pick up some more blank video tapes and record them, then you can all see me teach Charles how to worship a dildo & watch Lolita get all dressed up in her little slutty red stockings, and put on her crotchless panties, and garter belt, then her bra & little mini dress. I'll do her wig & make‑up, and she can don her 5 " heels, and put on a little fashion parade show for us all..... I think Ms Ashleigh also wants to have them both on their hands and knees in front of me, while she spanks their naughty naked buttocks!! Or perhaps while they're on their knees, give them that little bit of something extra!! That reminds me, I'd better make sure I have some new batteries for our vibrators....
Now for those of you reading this who may have done this before in the past ‑ this is why most professional dommes will not give you the time of day, until you're actually sitting in front of us, and we know that you're totally serious about learning from us, or being taught a whole new lifestyle game. Because of assholes like Brandon Sesler everyone gets a bad rap. Things like no‑shows or last minute cancellations do not happen very often for us, because we like to be very thorough in our e‑mails with you, and in making sure that this is something that you are totally serious about. Obviously Brandon Sesler was one who slipped through the cracks.
Anyhow I'm not going to waste anymore space on this particular idiot.
My new little submissive slut/whore is coming again this Saturday night, to have fun with Ms Ashleigh, Lolita, and myself. Charles is such a little cock‑sucker, and Lolita does have a very nice 9" dick. Perhaps we'll make them do all sorts of nasty little things for our amusement. I should pick up some more blank video tapes and record them, then you can all see me teach Charles how to worship a dildo & watch Lolita get all dressed up in her little slutty red stockings, and put on her crotchless panties, and garter belt, then her bra & little mini dress. I'll do her wig & make‑up, and she can don her 5 " heels, and put on a little fashion parade show for us all..... I think Ms Ashleigh also wants to have them both on their hands and knees in front of me, while she spanks their naughty naked buttocks!! Or perhaps while they're on their knees, give them that little bit of something extra!! That reminds me, I'd better make sure I have some new batteries for our vibrators....
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